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i fucking hate him, i can't stand his sorry ass. Tonite, eric just pissed me off for the last fucking time. i want to know who the fuck he thinks he is. i mean, what a fucking ego maniac, and why shouldn't he be? girls love him, he is a great artist, he has the job of his dreams, and his friends honor and respect him. it's pathetic to watch. God, yes, i know, it sounds like jealousy, and u know what? ur goddamn right. i am jealous. i am jealous of all his friends, i am jealous of his artistic abilities, and yes, it makes me sick how girls swoon over him just because he knows how to smile at them just right.

I am sick of being ignore except for when he and i are the only one's in the room. i am sick of being a follower, someone who looks at him and thinks, "man, he has it all." fuck that. he can suck my 6 gauge cuz i've about had it. i don't fucking care if he reads this. shit, mayb he'll realize i exist and have opinions...