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Ugh, I just got my computer back from getting the system updated and cleaned out. I had a shit load of viruses and spyware. For the record, i did get the PFA. I have a hearing on tuesday for the perminate one. I do fee l bad kinda though because all the people who apply for those are women and children who are beaten and...
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Tomorrow, mom and Tom and I are going to apply for a PFA. For anybody that doesn't know, PFA stands for Protection From Abuse. It is being filed against my father.

Now, for those of u who don't know, my folks split up about 2 months ago. I went with my mom. Over the course of these 2 months, my father has been harassing my...
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Well whit and i just got back from Ocean City NJ. We had a blast, (well, as much fun as we could have staying with her folks...) but it was a good time nonetheless. we spent a lot of time on the boardwalk, very little time on the beach. Plus we went to Atlantic City last nite to see Lewis Black at Ceasar's Palace. it...
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The Warped Tour was insane! there were vendors all over the place, a tent for every band, it was so sick.

Unfortunately, we got there late but we didn't miss any of the bands we wanted to see. We caught the tail end of Story of the Year. Then moved to the next stage over where we saw Flogging Molly. Honestly, they had the sickest...
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so the Warped tour is tomorrow. I can't wait. I am looking forward to Story of the Year, Yellowcard, Bad Religion, Flogging Molly, NOFX, New Found Glory, Sugar Cult, and so many more! I will make sure to post pics!

Well, Dad and I had a throw down yesterday that was long past due. He told me the wrong lies at the wrong time. I lost it. I tore him apart, telling him that he was a fucking liar, that I was tired of all his bullshit and I told him NEVER to call me again.

If that wasn't enough, he then called my mother...
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Well, i just scored tix to the Warped Tour! i am so stoked. i can't wait. it's this friday. whit and i are going. o man, other than that, nothing else really goin' on here. just chillin' like a villian. BTW, rock on to BOONDOCKSAINT, my new found friend. have a good nite everybody!

A Caverness clastrophobia
of a large, dark room.
Walls caving in on my brain.
Scars on my chin and hands,
Pitting out what is now my screaming confessions.
Pissed off at a world
I never saw,
Disappointed by a ghost
I never talked to
(And who never talked to me).
But now,
Longing for a glimpse,
A word,
But aware of the desolate reality surrounding...
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well let's see here. The big event of the day... um... oh oh! i am in the middle of stretching my new lobe piercings. they're at a 14G and i am hoping to step them up soon. the goal is 8G. i hope to have them there by the end of august. fun fun!

hey all. nothing new and different going on here. its friday, thats always good. whit's coming over tonite. can't wait to see her.

i fucking hate him, i can't stand his sorry ass. Tonite, eric just pissed me off for the last fucking time. i want to know who the fuck he thinks he is. i mean, what a fucking ego maniac, and why shouldn't he be? girls love him, he is a great artist, he has the job of his dreams, and his friends honor and respect...
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ok, the last entry i made in my journal, uh, yea, i definately don't remember writing that. i wrote that when i blacked out. i don't remember a good chunk of that nite. i was told that i was trying to hug people, kiss people, i was saying how much i needed sex, i smoked a cigarette (i don't smoke) and i was showing my...
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