ziarelle

I wish I could afford to get my hair cut and dyed.
I wish I had more than $10 in the bank right now.
I wish my next paycheck wasn't going all to bills and xmas presents.
I wish I had the money to finish my chest piece..
I wish I had gone to the gym today instead of just walking laps around the park in the rain.
I wish my mom hadn't brought home a whole tin of fudge from her office party.

Fuck fudge. Its a personal weakness, and not helping my diet at all.

So even though I gained several pounds over the last few months that I am now trying to whip myself into shape to lose, and maybe even then some, I seem to be attracting people left and right recently.
Someone from my past who doesn't seem to want to let go.
A friend who I have never had a romantic entanglement with somehow now getting tangled.
And of course Roxxy, who I've been flirting with mercilessly and I'm shocked hasn't just kicked my ass to the curb yet and continues to steadfastly be there for me whenever I want or need her.

I think a lot of these complications sadly can be traced back to the fact that I'm a horny drunk, and the Holidays are a booze saturated time of year.

I'm a Ho ho ho.



A couple of year ago, me with long red hair.