zetha

So sometimes I feel like I'm really gettin old... not just that i have aches and pains...( i am rough on my body)... Last night was a big party in town, but after leavin work, I didn't wanna do a thing... not go home, not anything... so I sat in a little resturant w/ a couple of friends talking semantics and reminiscing about before I knew them. I feel like acting the way people my age act would only be playing a part for me, and that I don't really want any of it. I have found one person who sexually fulfills me... so I'm not lookin to get laid. I like to drink... but I can't get into bars, don't wanna "get wasted man", and couldn't afford it if I could. So, there ya go... partyin' and hookin' up... that's what college is about, right? I don't like either.
I enjoy making new friends, but more and more I find myself very unimpressed by those that I meet, and even some that I already know. Grown women, please act like it. Respect yourself and do not play the role of a dumb 16 yr old. Grown men, please act like it. I don't care if that's what guys do... and I don't understand most women, either... that's why i'm not dating one... think before you act.
hmmmmm.... i'm gonna be a crazy old cat woman someday.