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Friday Mar 25, 2005

Mar 25, 2005
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BAD GREG!!!
I have made a mistake. Sinned against the god of relationships. I wrote the ex an e-mail. Whats worse is I had to go out of my way to find out her e-mail address. By the way it was scary easy. It was nothing special. Just a short, hey Im sorry things didnt work out , no hard feelings sort of letter. But frankly I know better then to do something like this. Especially not with this one. She has proven to obviously be my weakness. I become like putty when Im dealing with her. Mush. I find it difficult to think about anything except her when shes around. Its not even an overtly sexual thing even though the sex was fantastic. She did something to me I didnt think was possible. I felt complete around her. If she had told me to knock down a wall with my bare hands I could have done it.
So I went to the CSULB website and by referencing her name I was able to find her e-mail address. I know kind of stalker, but oh well. I wrote the letter, and sent it off. Now comes the part I hate. Does she get my letter, maybe she doesnt check her school mail account. Maybe she does get it and just doesnt answer. Even worse, maybe she gets is and does answer. What do I say to someone Im obviously still in love with. Hey, hows the weather. Sorry you dont love me like I do you. By the way you might want to get your brakes checked (j/k). Its like getting really drunk on one hand it felt good at the time. But now that I have to deal with it, I think it was a really stupid idea.
You know, I was doing really good about not feeling bad about her until I found that stupid picture.
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