zerolgk5

im bored out of my mind.. when i use to live here i felt like i belonged here.. then i moved to tennessee.. it took awhile for me to feel comfortable there.. now that im visiting California i feel like i belong to tennessee.. nothing to do here no one to see. everyone is busy. yes i have done some things while being here but not as much as i did before. in Tennessee i was gone everyday doing something. it didnt matter what, but i was doing it. and over here im just stuck on the computer writing about how bored i am.. maybe i do belong to tennessee. as much as i despise the place.. oh well.. im gonig back this frday anyways. i just wish i could move all the wonderful people i love in tennessee here. its hard to explain but the people i know in tennessee are very open minded and accept a lot of things. they are very generous and care about a lot of things.. but the people (where im from atleast) in irvine that.. i knew were mostly stuck up and too worried about the lastest trend and how many friends they had. they'd drop any of their old friends to hang out with more popular people.. i know i've been through the shit. theres only a few people here that i actually want to see. that dont give a fuck what other people think. thats how it is in dickson.. most people just dont give a fuck and everyone is friends no matter how you look or dress. (in my age group atleast) its not like the stereotypical country people with hay bails.. thats what i use to think.. its actually pretty up to date. theres a few country people here and there.. but mostly just teenagers trying to find themselves. maybe things will get better before friday rolls around.. maybe not.. im just realizing im really starting to miss TN.. the only reason im in cali is to see my mom. so i shouldnt be worrying about old friends should i?

wow thats the most serious update ive had. oh well,
later.. nicole