zeroburritos

I miss Chicago and all of the stupid things that I love there. My apartment, walking everywhere, good food, fun things to do, Smartbar...The glass factory...Lincoln square lanes..., the people, shopping, walking in crowds of people and being anonymous, riding on the el, the buildings, hanging out with friends, my craft group gals! ( i never thought i'd miss them this much until i tried to craft by myself!), watching movies in my buddy's basement until everyone is too tired to leave so we all just pass out on couches, seeing new movies the day they're released, millenium park, standing on the north side of wacker and wabash looking at the river, sitting at the foster beach reading books, driving ... i actually even miss driving there. and school, i miss it a bit too.

i doubt i'll ever live there again and it makes me sad, i just don't know. i am sad. i'm always so confused and the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. and bah. fuck. everything.