zeriah

After all this sickness I finally have gotten better only to screw it all up and get sick all over again this time it's an upper respitory infection and my doc says I've been in over drive working two jobs, cleaning house, and taking care of the kids that I haven't been getting enough sleep and rest is how the body recovers and rebuilds itself, also I am a little malnourished. So I'm a mess. I told my Doc that I wouldn't be working so hard and taking such horrible care of myself if I could make lots of money with hardly any effort to keep up with my living expenses. These days we can't even afford the bare essentials. My mom came by and brought a ton of groceries she bought for us and some more warm clothes for the baby, a ton of diapers and wipes, and a bunch of other crap. I know my mom is financially in deep and can't afford to do this stuff for us right now, but she does it anyway because she's afraid we won't be able to come up with the money ourselves. I try to sound positive every time we see each other or talk on the phone, but somehow something in the conversation sheds light on the actual state of things in my household and she comes by with tons of things to "help us out". I swear if I ever get a damn set accepted here I most certainly will be using it to help her out with her mountains of bills like she's trying to help us. I hate calling off work even if I'm sick but it's so bad that I can't even swallow food. I called off and told them what I had and they got someone to cover for me for the next few days at both places. It sucks! I never call off from a job, if I had the shits and was puking like mad I would still work (I have worked in that state before and it sucked but time is money and money pays bills), but right now I can't speak, I can't swallow food, and breathing is rather difficult as well. I hope all this illness stuff passes when winter is over. I get sick more than ever in this Michigan weather. My daughter has the same thing I do, she's just as miserable and uncomfortable as I am. I suppose it's time she and I snuggled up in the living room and watched some more Spongebob and Blues Clues tapes lol. Stay healthy folks, there's a lot of bugs going around ha-ha.
xoxo
Zeriah