zeppomarks

Well, what lies in store for me? Who knows? I thought I would try to jump back in the dating scene... God, I don't want to do that. Trying to convince someone that I'm a good guy, hacking and slashing through their defenses only to have the brambles close in on me? I'm not looking forward to any of that.

I think I'd like to find a friend. Someone to play video games and watch star trek and anime with, but then again, I know myself. I wouldn't be able to have a plutonic relationship with a girl and not hope for something more. Maybe I would. Maybe I'm so done with trying to find someone that all I'll be able to want for a good long while is a friend.

I don't even know why I'm worried about it right now. There are more important things ahead of me to worry about. I know that, in the future, I won't be getting serious with anyone that doesn't share at least a few interests of mine. Or, at the very least, they have to be honestly open to trying to get into those things.

But, at least I can take comfort in the fact that, in a year or two, my daughter will be that friend that I can play video games and watch anime with. So at least I have that to look forward to!