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zeppomarks

Livermore, CA and Killeen, TX

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Friday Nov 19, 2010

Nov 19, 2010
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I'm afraid.

I'm afraid of the future.

I'm not sure how long I'm going to be married.

I wish I could say that it will be forever but i don't know.

Lately we've been seperating in what we want in life. We both want whats important but she's worried that she cant make it on her own. We both want eachother but we want other things in life. It's a really shitty situation. There's a part of me that want's to just get it over with but the possibility of it working out is worth it. I REALLY don't want to be alone again because I know it'll take me years if not decades to find someone as good.

It's a shitty situation but I need to try to make the best out of the situation I suppose.
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rhanarose:
How long have you been married? Plenty of couples manage to stay together, but have different interests and goals. It's called growing up - and everyone does. Now, keeping the relationship in tact takes work and motivation. If one person doesn't want to work at it - then it won't work out. It needs to be both of you.
We live in such a disposable society today! We just throw out the stuff when it gets old, out of date - and replace everything with the newest model. whateverfrown
Nov 19, 2010
zeppomarks:
Yeah, I think that we'll be fine in the end. We both want to get through this. We've always been different and that's always worked out for us but lately her priorities have changed. I can't really blame her honestly. She's gone through a lot of life changes in the last year. Anyone would change. I just have to hope that we can steer back towards each other.

We've been married for 4 years which is, I know, not a very long time.
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