Call it an Insomniac night or call it what you will, but at this point in time I get the feeling like I never really sleep anymore. Or at least I'm soo lost in my thoughts that I snap back into reality at random places and times.
In the last 48 hours, Ive spent about 12 of them in my car traveling from points of... Read More
my best friend just moved to berkeley last week on a greyhound and thats probably the soonest i'll be able to afford the trip out there (financially and legally hahaha)
and sacramento is only an hour ish away.
and they are playing.
and we should go.
i mean i'm going to be making millions as the nesquik bunny so i will totally pay for everything
Bah it happened to me again, had another dream with a suicidegirl in it. Not explicit nothing raunchy. Then snap back into reality. I guess I have what some people would call a e-crush? How could I not?
HAHAHA what in the eff are underoos??? i only roll with the boyshorts. :-) angles angles. yeahhhh i have court in the morning...can't wait! i will let you know how it goes if they don't throw me right in the slamma!
I haven't slept yet. It feels like I haven't slept at all in the longest. Days blur in one, still moving, still thinking. Has my mind not allowed my body to rest?
Can't stop yet, Radiohead is on Tuesday. Been about five years since I've last seen them. Entirely too long, taking two days off from work and reconnect... Read More
Words.....words..words.words... In itself, words are creations...lives if you will all in their own. Words are spoken...and sometimes are left unheard.
Flowing through time without ever being heard. Words become irrelevant, at times uncalled for. While full of meaning if delivered at the wrong time... they are lost in oblivion.
People never look into the fragility of the words that they speak, and how much of... Read More
I was planning on drinking tonight anyways but watching the fashion in which the mets lost just kicked it into another gear....what can I say...typical for the mets? just another that got away? It's only baseball.
Luckily, "Aliens" is on so it gives me something to watch although I've seen this fuckin movie well over a 100x.
Anyways, it's been past two months since my... Read More
i've seen NIN 3 times but never in the pit, there's no way i could handle it now! i have been crushed at the front of the stage at an X show and a Butthole Surfers show, though.
was visually great. the youtube vids don't do it justice. you'll see.
needed to be louder.
i have a pre-sale tkt for mohegan and i was gonna rock the day game at shea, roll to mohegan and then go see my bro and his kids who live near bristol, ct. the next day
however, it's like a minimum $2k swing between flights, hotel,
money i wouldn't make at work, etc...
there's no words for how pissed i am to not be able to do it. but it's my own fkn fault for not controlling my $ while the economy is nicely spinning out of control.
i'm trying to set myself up for at least coming out for the last homestand late sept. to get a game or 2 at shea before it's gone. i usually make a shea visit every year.
anyways, nin in seattle was a good getaway and now it's back to the grind and then some.
the gangsta's are 'on and poppin' in queens. they just better not crush my soul again!
Happy Belated 420 all you fuckers out there in SGLAND, NATION OR WHAT HAVE YOU.
Now that's that out of the way, I will attempt to put in the best damn entry I can in the 20 some odd mins I have before I have to get dressed for work and then actually drive my ass there.
I didn't go to my prom, but I'm sure there was no lame ass band.
Sometimes I wish I had it to do over again. I would go in a dress with puffy sleeves and akward hair. My date would shyly pin a rose to my dress, and I'd sneeze the whole night because I am allegrgic, but too polite to take it off. Molly Ringwald would show up out of nowhere and steal the prom queen title from me, but it would be ok. By then I would have learned the value of friendship and love.