zepp101

Downtrodden and disillusioned.

The highs and lows come like that of a mushroom trip.

Try to keep my head up and keep moving. "Gotta keep on keeping on". It's a Mantra...or so I like to tell myself.

I thought today was Thursday, It's Wednesday..or will be in about nine minutes.

Thoughts race through my head constantly all day, concentration and focus have been thrown out the window.
A big meeting with lawyers and member of township executives to discuss some fuckin cop who blew the whistle on his fellow pig family. What the fuck am I doing there?

I should have reviewed the files...don't really fucking care to tell you the truth.

I'm more worried about making a tasty nutella and chunky peanut butter sandwich in the morning more then anything. I hope I remember.

Best friend at work tonight summed it up best, " I'm bored with life right about now".

I simply nodded and took the final drag off my cigarette. Should be in bed, enjoying a beer and letting the ramblings that have trampled every other thought in my head finally run free instead.

I know I shouldn't have another beer, but it's just so damn tasty. ( Hoegaarden)

In a rather better turn of events, the doc today approved and practically fulfilled my wish for surgery on my shoulder. Soon enough, I should be rid of this insistent pain that has been plaguing me for the last 3 years. Why have I waited this long? Good question.

One step closer...to getting to the end of the bigger picture. I'll let you in on it one day.

I'd love a plate full of some tasty tasty bacon....man that'd hit the spot. Thinking about that, it just reminded me of Waffle House.

And going even further, word round the campfire is that the lovely and lively Rexx might make another jersey appearance. Details to come, if it is true Then it will be another "Foodie" excursion. Kati Rolls and motherfuckin Waffle House!!!!

I was pretty sad and pissed off last Friday. Tickets for NIN's shows at the Bowery Ballroom and Webster Hall went out sale and sold out just as quick.

There I was, signed in to Nin.com ready with my card waiting to purchase my tickets. About 4:55 p.m. I begin to start clicking on Reload. All of a sudden, the fuckin page doesn't load.

It's now 5 and I can't even get the main page. I open 4 tabs on firefox and begin trying to load the page ( which look back at it now, didn't help me at all)

Texts and phone calls from friends are flooding in telling me of the same thing that's happening to me is happening to them.

I didn't give up, I tried and get on the queue to get some tickets at about 5:15...only for the site to tell me that NYC tickets are now sold out.

I couldn't believe that I missed out on getting tickets to see NIN at the fuckin Bowery Ballroom. The place is tiny and to see them there!!! It was the shit in my coffee cup, the pube in my glass of orange juice, the roach floating in soup. Horrible, last chance to trying to get tickets to their last two NYC shows at Terminal 5.

We'll see what happens. A.D.D. has set in and I'm off.

See you around...