Just getting home from another long endless ( even though it is ending) day of work.
I hate when I talk to someone who I haven't spoken to in awhile and they ask me what I've been up too...because the answer is work. And it really is. Mon-fri I'm up working both jobs totaling 60 some odd hours of work and sleep about 15...something seems wrong with it and although I look like something out of a romero flick... I get by....
I know I know...most of yous are saying"well cry me a river" I'm not really complaining about..its the state that I live in and needing to get by. And talking about this state....another reason that I shall add to my shitlist as to why I hate this state.
Car Insurance
My insurance was bad enough from the get go and after renewing my policy and with the addition of 3 points it is now double of what I already pay...so if I was financially screwed before...I'm now fucked with out any lube and no reach around.
The dream of saving up and waving goodbye to this godforsaken urban wasteland is slowly disappearing from my view...it's not though...it's just that much hard to achieve now. But fuck it, I pay my dues now and one day I'll be just shaking my head and remembering the shitty days. It's just sad to sit and ponder on the fact that I work so much and really dont have that much to show for it....This couldnt have come at a worse time....I'm heading down to florida for a few weeks and I had some money stashed away to enjoy myself and paint the town red..now I have to tap in the funds just to keep the man from peneratrating me again.
It's all bitching I know...I'll stop. And not to mention, I preordered the new nine inch nails album and where the fuck is it? Not fucking here....so much for preordering at the listening party. It's on the internet anyways so it will suffice....I was just looking forward to it today....the only thing that I was looking forward to that is...sad I know
Its fuckin wenesday already...so its something to look forward and friday is 420!!. It's been many moons since I've cut loose and went apeshit and I think friday will be that day when I do....well see how that goes.
And for me.....to crawl in bed for 5 hrs and catch a nap.....to repeat it all over again....
(start playing "every day is exactly the same" by nin right now...)
I bid anyone who actually read all this mess a goodnight and a thank you for actually reading it...
p.s. I miss luscious jackson and alot of 90's music...just the 90's in general
I hate when I talk to someone who I haven't spoken to in awhile and they ask me what I've been up too...because the answer is work. And it really is. Mon-fri I'm up working both jobs totaling 60 some odd hours of work and sleep about 15...something seems wrong with it and although I look like something out of a romero flick... I get by....
I know I know...most of yous are saying"well cry me a river" I'm not really complaining about..its the state that I live in and needing to get by. And talking about this state....another reason that I shall add to my shitlist as to why I hate this state.
Car Insurance
My insurance was bad enough from the get go and after renewing my policy and with the addition of 3 points it is now double of what I already pay...so if I was financially screwed before...I'm now fucked with out any lube and no reach around.
The dream of saving up and waving goodbye to this godforsaken urban wasteland is slowly disappearing from my view...it's not though...it's just that much hard to achieve now. But fuck it, I pay my dues now and one day I'll be just shaking my head and remembering the shitty days. It's just sad to sit and ponder on the fact that I work so much and really dont have that much to show for it....This couldnt have come at a worse time....I'm heading down to florida for a few weeks and I had some money stashed away to enjoy myself and paint the town red..now I have to tap in the funds just to keep the man from peneratrating me again.
It's all bitching I know...I'll stop. And not to mention, I preordered the new nine inch nails album and where the fuck is it? Not fucking here....so much for preordering at the listening party. It's on the internet anyways so it will suffice....I was just looking forward to it today....the only thing that I was looking forward to that is...sad I know
Its fuckin wenesday already...so its something to look forward and friday is 420!!. It's been many moons since I've cut loose and went apeshit and I think friday will be that day when I do....well see how that goes.
And for me.....to crawl in bed for 5 hrs and catch a nap.....to repeat it all over again....
(start playing "every day is exactly the same" by nin right now...)
I bid anyone who actually read all this mess a goodnight and a thank you for actually reading it...
p.s. I miss luscious jackson and alot of 90's music...just the 90's in general
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those pics were taken before the Needs You set was shot hahahaha