zephyrjewel

well hello. not much to say. la la la. i like scotch, scotchy scotch scotch. winter is gay, gay-e, gay, gay. i am cold... BOO. um now something interesting to say is that today i went to the pool to swim laps and there was alot of speedos up in that bee-atch ( who really says "be-atch") it was scary. i have to admit. i have been wearing one piece swim suits to the pool. it all started when i used to have to go to the pool with the kids i look after and their dads ( i dont know, but i guesss dads need more help then moms....) and i went the first time wearing my usual baithing suit ( you know i'm chubby, but its more cusion for the pushin, if you got it flaunt it, its mine not yours, your body is your temple, i am woman hear me roar and all the rest of the things you say to hype your self up... on yourself....) and i felt sooooooo... um... naked? i guess.. it was odd, i have some tattoo coverage and the kids are all WHATS THAT PICTURE ? WHYS THAT THERE? And so the dads are like .... looking but they dont want to look because it all wrong and i am a babysitter and yeah... also have you ever noticed that two year olds and baithing suit tops DONT mix? well i have.... whats more embaressing then "WHATS THAT PICTURE ? WHYS THAT THERE?"... WELL i will tell you my good friend....., its " WHY IS THERE METAL IN YOUR BOOBIES?" if the accedental dad sneek peek at a babysitters tattoos isn't enough its being a dad and trying to avert your eyes from your babysitters pierced nipples as your child trys to rip off her top because of curiosity...that was a long sentance.so long story short i started wering one pieces.... no any one pieces mind you... my moms... from the 80's no less... lost of neon ... i am really pretty..( pretty in a " you are retarded" kind of way...
i have been using my space alot. if any one out there is on myspace they should.... talk to me? i dont know.. that makes me sound desperate...regardless.. i am ending my affair with suicide girls in a few days....