zephyrjewel

just when i thought everything was going to work out......


i lost one of my "clients" today. ( a friend of mine and i started a child care buisness in the summer and now we do "nanny" work but really its all just baby sitting but you get paid more.)which really sucks because i was depending on this months cheque and now i am a couple hundred short of my i-have-to-save-this-much-money-a-month-or-i-cant-go-to-england amount. then one of the little girls i look after is sick, so her parents are staying home with her. i love that she gets to spend time with her family ( because i never knew how many families had kids that are raised 70% by child care workers.) and honestly, the money isn't an issue, its just stressful you know? also my car is having some sort of disease, who knows... really? because i dont. it likes to just stop... like i will be driving along, listening to talk radio at full blast and then bam, my car is not running. if i am going fast enough or down hill it will usually start again but... if i am flat it just dies. and then a few mins later it will start. regardless, its poo, and it will cost me some dollers. but you know what? i am lucky that i get to eat. and i hae good friends and family who love me. and my cat is really cute. so it could be a whole lot worse.