zephyria

Have had a crazy past few months. Won a radio station contest to be a spokes model with 9 other girls. Its alll fun and stuff. The D.J. from the station wants me. So I acted on it. He is really cool and different. I like him a lot. Well i did stuff with him and his lady friend a few times. He is a real womanizer though, so i am nervous about that of course. and then there is my husband. i love him.
My life is so crazy I don't have a clue what to do anymore. I have changed and I want to change. I cannot be the same girl i used to be and i am recognizing this. I am scared to death!! I have few options. and I need my license to do anything at all. Im freakin out and am so lost!