Hello again my pretties...
So in the crazy busy manic world that is my life, I have canceled my wedding to Evan. And now today It is back on! So we are gonna shoot for two weeks later on June 27.
We have had to do the usually bullshit of explaining that we are FINE as a couple, We DO plan on getting married. Our biggest problems were:
Money
Migraines
and Diabetes.
Throw my incompetence from ADHD and Viola! A magical Mystery fucked up wedding.
I just felt so Alone that I had NO help whatsoever. Now I have a few volunteers that are gonna help me out. I feel better.
Its so hard not have your mother around. It just feels like one of those things she should be helping you with.
I guess I wish too much and watch too much TV.
I am glad that NOW at the last minute everyone is able to help. Its better than being sad and quitting. I have too much invested in this. I just want us to have a rockin party and celebrate our so far 7 years of being together!
So, YIPPIE,
ON ONE HAND
AND
ON THE OTHER:
new(old) topic. I am very hurt By the Bisexual Woman's group.It is there credo that they offer a safe place for Bi-girls to chat and share our feelings, etc, without fear of being mistreated, because we are Bi,
Well they are hypocritical, and Unfair.
They gave me little chance to show them who I am. They put me up for vouch, for 2 days. I personally think Sauda has a personal problem with me, I think She is the one who gave me the one single veto.!!
I definitely likeSolome better as a group leader. Just an opinion. She was VERY accepting and NICE! I thank her for accepting me when she did. That group was one of the main reasons I wanted to stay at SG! Now I can't even be there, I am BANNED! I will just have to see my ladies elsewhere...
Anyway I love you all!
Have a great day
So in the crazy busy manic world that is my life, I have canceled my wedding to Evan. And now today It is back on! So we are gonna shoot for two weeks later on June 27.
We have had to do the usually bullshit of explaining that we are FINE as a couple, We DO plan on getting married. Our biggest problems were:
Money
Migraines
and Diabetes.
Throw my incompetence from ADHD and Viola! A magical Mystery fucked up wedding.
I just felt so Alone that I had NO help whatsoever. Now I have a few volunteers that are gonna help me out. I feel better.
Its so hard not have your mother around. It just feels like one of those things she should be helping you with.
I guess I wish too much and watch too much TV.
I am glad that NOW at the last minute everyone is able to help. Its better than being sad and quitting. I have too much invested in this. I just want us to have a rockin party and celebrate our so far 7 years of being together!
So, YIPPIE,
ON ONE HAND
AND
ON THE OTHER:
new(old) topic. I am very hurt By the Bisexual Woman's group.It is there credo that they offer a safe place for Bi-girls to chat and share our feelings, etc, without fear of being mistreated, because we are Bi,
Well they are hypocritical, and Unfair.
They gave me little chance to show them who I am. They put me up for vouch, for 2 days. I personally think Sauda has a personal problem with me, I think She is the one who gave me the one single veto.!!
I definitely likeSolome better as a group leader. Just an opinion. She was VERY accepting and NICE! I thank her for accepting me when she did. That group was one of the main reasons I wanted to stay at SG! Now I can't even be there, I am BANNED! I will just have to see my ladies elsewhere...
Anyway I love you all!
Have a great day
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dazed11:
Hello Beautiful glad to hear all is well.....The wedding is on June 27th???///That's my birthday...Muah
nocturnos:
have fun! i wish i was going! sounds like fun