Today sucked.
Boring and dull.
arrrghh..
I played FFXI leveled a bit. Fixed the sound on my pc.
I lost another 10 pounds at this rate i should acomplish my goal before the end of the month.
I'm so bored. I miss her so much. I don't understand why i'm not even allowed to talk to her. Even on the net. I am not some over controlling urging person.
But i won't make no contact with her. I have her trust not to do that. heh, in the end i do have her trust but it's just to stay the fuck away from her.
what kind of ironic shit is that.
that's life, i guess. that's life.
Something i did to shine a bit brighter today: called myt mom to let her know the sorry 89$ check my dad is forced to pay arrived today. God i can't believe that's all he pays for child support. I now see how he is. I wish he would help my mom a bit more out like he did when me and my sister were growing up.
.
Boring and dull.
arrrghh..
I played FFXI leveled a bit. Fixed the sound on my pc.
I lost another 10 pounds at this rate i should acomplish my goal before the end of the month.
I'm so bored. I miss her so much. I don't understand why i'm not even allowed to talk to her. Even on the net. I am not some over controlling urging person.
But i won't make no contact with her. I have her trust not to do that. heh, in the end i do have her trust but it's just to stay the fuck away from her.
what kind of ironic shit is that.
that's life, i guess. that's life.

Something i did to shine a bit brighter today: called myt mom to let her know the sorry 89$ check my dad is forced to pay arrived today. God i can't believe that's all he pays for child support. I now see how he is. I wish he would help my mom a bit more out like he did when me and my sister were growing up.
.