zeozaki

today is the first day of the start of my life.


I am sorry for how people took things.

I wish to say this to thier faces but i do not have that honor.

Tenshi

I just want to do things different in this world.
I guess i did have a dream that maybe i might get to stay with your family have two cars have a better house live closer to the city. What can i say i'm a dreamer.

I only loved you but apparntly my love is not love at all it's some kind of "demented like" well yeah i guess that's it.

I wouldn't care if all i got was the place under your trailer. I just want to be your friend. I know now that i will not have that. Everything i said in love and everything i said was hoping that you might see i actually did have some kindness

I love you you will always be in my heart.

One day i might learn how to express that properly.

but it was taken for evilness devilness. I am truly sorry.

but i don't regret telling you anything nor do i regret posting anything on here YOU are the only person who actually reads this thing..

Tenshi, Loach, i am sorry. I do not deserve your forgiveness.

Things will go better from here heh i can quit losing so much weight for one. I dropped yet another 5 pounds today. don't get me wrong i wanna lost weight but not like this.

Life is good, and i need taco bell, plus I have party supplies to get back too,