i don't get it..
i don't get it.
why can't people quit bringing the drama.
why can't people just live and be happy.
why.
I'm trying to make this move as smooth as possible.
as nice as possible.
trying my BEST to do this with grace and style.
why is it whenever i truly truly depend on someone they fail me.
they don't just "oh i tryed my best and it failed, sorry dawg my bad" fail
no they "Haha bitch i just screwed up your life let's see you get out of this shit you stupid scum of the fucking earth" fail.
Only reason i got a car is i finally FINALLY got my grandpa to cosign on it. His insurance and everything accepted me. ALL IS GOOD.
untill i mention to him that oh. I'm going on a "vacation" to Michigan. I'm trying my best tenshi i really am. I don't understand why everytime i try to get out on my own someone SOMEONE fails me. Why do i always get shitted on.?!?!?
I REALLY AM DOING THIS WITH GRACE!
hell i'm working max overtime. tonight i took my brothers to the movies. went to the arcade. they are now currently playing xbox next to me they are HAPPY. THE PERFECT FREGGIN MEMORY before thier brother goes off for good. Tommorow we're going to go to church, go particpate in a tournament. go see a friend go eat icecraeam together. Perfect freggin day. A wonderful day to show people in my family i am doing ok. I will be all right. I am good now and i can do this on my own.
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O-Ren Ishii: You didn't think it'd be that easy did you?
The Bride: Yeah, for a second I did.
O-Ren Ishii: Silli rabbit, tricks are
The Bride: are for kids.
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So, i guess he's in power trip mode because after i told him that i was going on vacation up there. he told me well i don't think you should go that far.
-_-;
two days later i get home and he tells me this
Yeah seems geico isn't going to insure you. You have no experince. Wait..this is to fucking conwindental.
it's been 3 weeks now almost. 3 fucking weeks and they just now think i am not able to drive?
Well i'll let you see the letter tommorow.
Wha wha?!? why not now? show it to me NOW.
No i'm not going to show it to you.
Why not?
because i'm going to bed.
What?!@? What!?@? Damn it i am tired of this shit.
I want me someone i can count on. I'm tired of walking around looking at other people's family. No one wants me to become apart of thiers because i don't even have a fucking car! I finally get one i finally get the abillity to have a complete adult life living on my own and just because i tell you that i am going on a fucking vacation to explorer what might be you are going to threaten me with insurance?!?!?!?!?!?
SOMETHING JUST ISN'T RIGHT HERE..
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHH
Geico seen i've had a fucking permit since Decemeber of 2001!!! they KNOW i have experince.
I may not have paid insurance for that long but they know i have experince that's fucking bullshit that's why they APPROVED Me AT THE FUCKING OFFICE
I had plans to nicely. enjoy the rest the week.
My best friend from Cingular just came back. It's almost like fate like she's here to give me advise before i leave.
I told kari all about what's gone own in the past 6 months while she's been gone. She is going to have lunch with me each of the next 3 days i'm going to be working. She is so happy that i am going to be on my own finally. she's 43 and she gives me so much good advise. She told me i should just leave tonight.
This is bullshit.. i want to do this with Grace and Style.
I don't want to just leave and have people worried about where the fuck i went and call the cops on a missing persons report.
This is my final entry until i get to Michigan.
i refuse to give up on this. i will do this. I will do it the right way and it will work. I am not ghetto. I want to show you i can handle this. i'm not some kid.
i don't get it.
why can't people quit bringing the drama.
why can't people just live and be happy.
why.
I'm trying to make this move as smooth as possible.
as nice as possible.
trying my BEST to do this with grace and style.
why is it whenever i truly truly depend on someone they fail me.
they don't just "oh i tryed my best and it failed, sorry dawg my bad" fail
no they "Haha bitch i just screwed up your life let's see you get out of this shit you stupid scum of the fucking earth" fail.
Only reason i got a car is i finally FINALLY got my grandpa to cosign on it. His insurance and everything accepted me. ALL IS GOOD.
untill i mention to him that oh. I'm going on a "vacation" to Michigan. I'm trying my best tenshi i really am. I don't understand why everytime i try to get out on my own someone SOMEONE fails me. Why do i always get shitted on.?!?!?
I REALLY AM DOING THIS WITH GRACE!
hell i'm working max overtime. tonight i took my brothers to the movies. went to the arcade. they are now currently playing xbox next to me they are HAPPY. THE PERFECT FREGGIN MEMORY before thier brother goes off for good. Tommorow we're going to go to church, go particpate in a tournament. go see a friend go eat icecraeam together. Perfect freggin day. A wonderful day to show people in my family i am doing ok. I will be all right. I am good now and i can do this on my own.
--------------------------
O-Ren Ishii: You didn't think it'd be that easy did you?
The Bride: Yeah, for a second I did.
O-Ren Ishii: Silli rabbit, tricks are
The Bride: are for kids.
--------------------------
So, i guess he's in power trip mode because after i told him that i was going on vacation up there. he told me well i don't think you should go that far.
-_-;
two days later i get home and he tells me this
Yeah seems geico isn't going to insure you. You have no experince. Wait..this is to fucking conwindental.
it's been 3 weeks now almost. 3 fucking weeks and they just now think i am not able to drive?
Well i'll let you see the letter tommorow.
Wha wha?!? why not now? show it to me NOW.
No i'm not going to show it to you.
Why not?
because i'm going to bed.
What?!@? What!?@? Damn it i am tired of this shit.
I want me someone i can count on. I'm tired of walking around looking at other people's family. No one wants me to become apart of thiers because i don't even have a fucking car! I finally get one i finally get the abillity to have a complete adult life living on my own and just because i tell you that i am going on a fucking vacation to explorer what might be you are going to threaten me with insurance?!?!?!?!?!?
SOMETHING JUST ISN'T RIGHT HERE..
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHH
Geico seen i've had a fucking permit since Decemeber of 2001!!! they KNOW i have experince.
I may not have paid insurance for that long but they know i have experince that's fucking bullshit that's why they APPROVED Me AT THE FUCKING OFFICE
I had plans to nicely. enjoy the rest the week.
My best friend from Cingular just came back. It's almost like fate like she's here to give me advise before i leave.
I told kari all about what's gone own in the past 6 months while she's been gone. She is going to have lunch with me each of the next 3 days i'm going to be working. She is so happy that i am going to be on my own finally. she's 43 and she gives me so much good advise. She told me i should just leave tonight.
This is bullshit.. i want to do this with Grace and Style.
I don't want to just leave and have people worried about where the fuck i went and call the cops on a missing persons report.
This is my final entry until i get to Michigan.
i refuse to give up on this. i will do this. I will do it the right way and it will work. I am not ghetto. I want to show you i can handle this. i'm not some kid.