zeozaki

Today was a bad day yes indeed. I dunno i think i'm starting to get worn out. It just seems everyone hates me.

I know i have got to be tripping. A friend tried to help me with my calls today by listening in on me and i tottally triped on her. >_> i dunno it's just sigh You know you can do the job. You know you ARE doing the job. I just don't.. ahh

Well I must apologize to her because she was just trying to help. I REALLY shouldn't have done that. I need to not let other people tick me off.

In other news a friend of my had her friend die on her the past weekend. Seems she was watching some kids and two gang iniates came up to the house broke in and shot her twice in the head. I had no idea what to say to her. I was like woah. we talked mainly about why some people do crap like that. We talked about things we want to do in life. We also discussed about how disguested this world makes us. She asked me why do i continue to believe in people and smile all the time. I said it's better than being sad.

You can't do nothing about what other people do. You can only hope they'll treat you right. That or you stay the fuck out of their way.