Something happpened here that is preventing me from posting this via normal means please forgive any odd ass typos i may make.
So let's go ahead put a real entry down
the plae ride was something else. Man it's so freaky to fly so high, It's just crazy. I was quite scred but i got though it. the flight from fayetteville to charlotte really wasn't that bad it took all of 35 minutes if that.
on the ride though i got to talk to this cute flight attendent the entire time. She was telling me about the fact that she does like 6 of these a day. I was like woah. She did ay however that it is because of the busy season. She told me how much she made which was like 3 times the amount i make. It makes me relize there are so many more places to make a living at.
I asked her about crashing and stuff she said that her airline has never had a flight crash before. she said she has been working there for 1 year so far and she does enjoy here job. She was only 23 years old.
So once i was in charlotte i called my mom. I called to let her know i made it in ok. She apparntly didn't even relie i was leaving today. >_> not surprised.
I got some breakfast there and checked out the huge airport. I bought a pencil and some gum. It was a pen with pretty hearts inside it and it was purple. I like it. What can i say it made me smile. Kill me for like things that make me smile.
So after that i had the opppurtunity to miss my plane for a free ticket some other time in the next year. It was tempting but i couldn't get in touch with my ride. So i passed.
The flight i ws going to misss was from charlotte to indiainaplios. It was over booked. well they made up for it so they put us on to relly smile planes that way they could get there faster. It wasn't to bad. This was that plane in which we actully got above the skies.
God i was up there and it was so freaky. being up that high is not good for a person by themselves. I silently weeped the entire time. All i could think about was the past couple of weeks and how thing have gone horribly wrong. I thought about tenshi, my family, and my sister i miss tenshi so much. being up there in those clouds didn't help things any. So i broke out a manga book to put my worries to rest.
I actually eneded up falling asleep and woke up when the wheels hit the ground. They hit the ground quite hard too. I was like wft...
Once there my ride found me and we got in the car. His car was a bit junky to say the least but hey i can't really complain.
Along the way some crappy 16 wheeler decide to have his tires treads fall off and tear our tires to shit.
>_> grr.... so we got that replaced and got into terre haute.
Terre haute reminds me of Oneida, NY and Scraton PA combined together. It's small little town with lots of farms like lots of farm. They do farming here.
Makojin is cool. He's some one cool to hang out with. His house was a bit of a mess though but i fixed that. Sorry manging the 4th floor of a Hotel will do that to you. I pretty much made him spend around 100+ in cleaning supplies so i could fix things up. The place looks really nice now.
The mall here is pretty cool. they have DDR maching which rocks. It'''s never used that's a plus. they also have dipping dots which is awesome icecream. They have a suncoast as well.
The first nights of sleep went rough. It was another dream. I was saving a couple of people. from some horrible enviromental accident. The people were very greatful i came. But i was like yeah... don't thank me thank her.
The next day we went to subway walking off course then we went to this asain store which has some of the most coolest things around. I have some reall Korean ramen i can't wait to try it out later on. We then took a cab to wal-mart and got the supplies i talked about,
We then took the cab back to house and he went off to work. I sat around mostly finshed up the living room and played a bit of DDREXTREME2. Once he got home we played DDR a bit and went to bed.
This dream was a bit more different. 3 females in the middle of the forest in the trees chilling. A shot from a gun. then 2 more 3 adults run out the house and up the drive way while 2 adults are still left in the house.
The 3 girls in the trees jumped down. the first one very tall like 6'3' with a chain and wearing all black with red hair in a pony tail. the 2nd one very short about 5'5' with black hair and staff of some kind. 3rd one with golden blonde hair down to her back with a bastard sword on the back of her back.
the one with the chain took it and snatch it upon the neck of the person with a gun. The small girl runs under the guys legs and knocks the gun out of his hands and catches it and aims it back at him. The one with a bastard sword goes to the lady looks at her, then she takes out her raido and says "boss it's been taken care of, yes boss she's fine. yes we have him. yes boss. understood. Boss is our job finshed? ........ok boss i'll tell her. Thank you.
She then walks over to the lady and says
"Hitsuzen is what saved you today." the 3 exit they take the guy with him they escort him to the local police.
When they come back out a he's there waiting for them. They salute him and all four of them get in this limo together.
Arrrrghhh freaky dreams.
Now yay! we're here to today! so what did i do today? well I woke up we went to happy dragon then we went to the asian store again for some yan yan and fruits and went to the bank.
When we got back mako went to work i stayed home chilled today played a bit of FFXI with Magicman and watch some TV shows.
The biggest loser is my favorite reallity show period. they gave up thier trainers that is SOOO fucked up. The girls are so losing on this one. I am seriously wondering if they will be able to save themselves come next week. The men are just to united on this one.
Then i watched earl which is great, once that was over switch to Greatest race? on cbs watch the rest of that. The it was law and order SVU.
Seriously what is up with that show. it's a GREAT show although truth be told it should be called Sexual Victims Unit not Special Victims Unit. God, this week was so fucked up. A little girl andd a cell phone she was crying for help. Arrgh in the end they found her nd punished the fucking bastard. MAkes you relize people really do that kind of hit n real life.
After watching that tonight. it brought me back to what i said before it's so EASY to do the wrong thing. SO EASY. but it's so hard to do the right thing. What kind of reasoning do you have to have to do the right thing ALL the time. When you do the right thing you have so many other people depedning on you. but with the wrong thing, it's all about you. What you wanna do with your life fuck everyone else. You get your needs, your desires your wants. It's just so easy to do the wrong thing.
With the right thing you have to consider everyone and how they might react. You can't concern yourself with just you anymore because they are depending on you as well.
I talked to my little brother the other day. There's so much out here he isn't even aware of. lucky him.
I miss her so much.
well let's take a deep breath and keep on moving. (^_^o)/

So let's go ahead put a real entry down
the plae ride was something else. Man it's so freaky to fly so high, It's just crazy. I was quite scred but i got though it. the flight from fayetteville to charlotte really wasn't that bad it took all of 35 minutes if that.
on the ride though i got to talk to this cute flight attendent the entire time. She was telling me about the fact that she does like 6 of these a day. I was like woah. She did ay however that it is because of the busy season. She told me how much she made which was like 3 times the amount i make. It makes me relize there are so many more places to make a living at.
I asked her about crashing and stuff she said that her airline has never had a flight crash before. she said she has been working there for 1 year so far and she does enjoy here job. She was only 23 years old.
So once i was in charlotte i called my mom. I called to let her know i made it in ok. She apparntly didn't even relie i was leaving today. >_> not surprised.
I got some breakfast there and checked out the huge airport. I bought a pencil and some gum. It was a pen with pretty hearts inside it and it was purple. I like it. What can i say it made me smile. Kill me for like things that make me smile.
So after that i had the opppurtunity to miss my plane for a free ticket some other time in the next year. It was tempting but i couldn't get in touch with my ride. So i passed.
The flight i ws going to misss was from charlotte to indiainaplios. It was over booked. well they made up for it so they put us on to relly smile planes that way they could get there faster. It wasn't to bad. This was that plane in which we actully got above the skies.
God i was up there and it was so freaky. being up that high is not good for a person by themselves. I silently weeped the entire time. All i could think about was the past couple of weeks and how thing have gone horribly wrong. I thought about tenshi, my family, and my sister i miss tenshi so much. being up there in those clouds didn't help things any. So i broke out a manga book to put my worries to rest.
I actually eneded up falling asleep and woke up when the wheels hit the ground. They hit the ground quite hard too. I was like wft...
Once there my ride found me and we got in the car. His car was a bit junky to say the least but hey i can't really complain.
Along the way some crappy 16 wheeler decide to have his tires treads fall off and tear our tires to shit.
>_> grr.... so we got that replaced and got into terre haute.
Terre haute reminds me of Oneida, NY and Scraton PA combined together. It's small little town with lots of farms like lots of farm. They do farming here.
Makojin is cool. He's some one cool to hang out with. His house was a bit of a mess though but i fixed that. Sorry manging the 4th floor of a Hotel will do that to you. I pretty much made him spend around 100+ in cleaning supplies so i could fix things up. The place looks really nice now.
The mall here is pretty cool. they have DDR maching which rocks. It'''s never used that's a plus. they also have dipping dots which is awesome icecream. They have a suncoast as well.
The first nights of sleep went rough. It was another dream. I was saving a couple of people. from some horrible enviromental accident. The people were very greatful i came. But i was like yeah... don't thank me thank her.
The next day we went to subway walking off course then we went to this asain store which has some of the most coolest things around. I have some reall Korean ramen i can't wait to try it out later on. We then took a cab to wal-mart and got the supplies i talked about,
We then took the cab back to house and he went off to work. I sat around mostly finshed up the living room and played a bit of DDREXTREME2. Once he got home we played DDR a bit and went to bed.
This dream was a bit more different. 3 females in the middle of the forest in the trees chilling. A shot from a gun. then 2 more 3 adults run out the house and up the drive way while 2 adults are still left in the house.
The 3 girls in the trees jumped down. the first one very tall like 6'3' with a chain and wearing all black with red hair in a pony tail. the 2nd one very short about 5'5' with black hair and staff of some kind. 3rd one with golden blonde hair down to her back with a bastard sword on the back of her back.
the one with the chain took it and snatch it upon the neck of the person with a gun. The small girl runs under the guys legs and knocks the gun out of his hands and catches it and aims it back at him. The one with a bastard sword goes to the lady looks at her, then she takes out her raido and says "boss it's been taken care of, yes boss she's fine. yes we have him. yes boss. understood. Boss is our job finshed? ........ok boss i'll tell her. Thank you.
She then walks over to the lady and says
"Hitsuzen is what saved you today." the 3 exit they take the guy with him they escort him to the local police.
When they come back out a he's there waiting for them. They salute him and all four of them get in this limo together.
Arrrrghhh freaky dreams.
Now yay! we're here to today! so what did i do today? well I woke up we went to happy dragon then we went to the asian store again for some yan yan and fruits and went to the bank.
When we got back mako went to work i stayed home chilled today played a bit of FFXI with Magicman and watch some TV shows.
The biggest loser is my favorite reallity show period. they gave up thier trainers that is SOOO fucked up. The girls are so losing on this one. I am seriously wondering if they will be able to save themselves come next week. The men are just to united on this one.
Then i watched earl which is great, once that was over switch to Greatest race? on cbs watch the rest of that. The it was law and order SVU.
Seriously what is up with that show. it's a GREAT show although truth be told it should be called Sexual Victims Unit not Special Victims Unit. God, this week was so fucked up. A little girl andd a cell phone she was crying for help. Arrgh in the end they found her nd punished the fucking bastard. MAkes you relize people really do that kind of hit n real life.
After watching that tonight. it brought me back to what i said before it's so EASY to do the wrong thing. SO EASY. but it's so hard to do the right thing. What kind of reasoning do you have to have to do the right thing ALL the time. When you do the right thing you have so many other people depedning on you. but with the wrong thing, it's all about you. What you wanna do with your life fuck everyone else. You get your needs, your desires your wants. It's just so easy to do the wrong thing.
With the right thing you have to consider everyone and how they might react. You can't concern yourself with just you anymore because they are depending on you as well.
I talked to my little brother the other day. There's so much out here he isn't even aware of. lucky him.
I miss her so much.
well let's take a deep breath and keep on moving. (^_^o)/
