zeozaki

road runner sucks bad. it continues to stay disconnected. destiny is a bitch. i guess since i choose not to work over time she is going to make me. training in the morning then i work till close. i hate destiny. i still miss tenshi. i was talking to one of the girls on my team we were talking about children. in the end she...
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i totally suck at sealing feelings away. i continue to miss you so much. i miss your style. i miss talking to you. i miss your singing. i know that what she has done to me is total bullshit. but even knowing that does not stop my feelings. it hurts so much. i miss her so damm much. i miss you tenshi.

work was dull aand boring!

Ahh swimming went intresting. I'll get better at it.

I don't like sitting on money. arrrgh. It bothers me so much. I guess i better get use to it.

something i did to shine a bit better today: bought lunch for my entire team.

In FFXI, i finally got my "NPC" character. Really i thought this was the dumbest quest ever what is the point of having a NPC Character if your playing ONLINE... Um we're spoosed to play with each other here...

oh well Work was fun, I got to participate in a Manager Meetting which is like a Mini Concert. It had music drinks all that stuff...
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ok i need to focus. yes she is VERY hot. i saw her eyes yet another time. this is nuts i feel so... ok look if i am going to work here i need to focus. i love her so much so if i flip whenever i see her that wont do. so i have to put a seal on my feelings while at work....
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she is so hot. her hair so beautiful. this is torture beyond death.

its raining. i miss you so much. i pray you are ok.

Today sucked.
Boring and dull.
arrrghh..

I played FFXI leveled a bit. Fixed the sound on my pc.

I lost another 10 pounds at this rate i should acomplish my goal before the end of the month.

I'm so bored. I miss her so much. I don't understand why i'm not even allowed to talk to her. Even on the net. I am not some...
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Sleep was pointless argh i never had my soul yearn for somebody before

intresting topics are here --->Cum in or on? and Squirting Olympics

The Olympics one I still don't believe is real.

heh i just when i start feeling sad for my situation a new orleans customer calls in and reminds me how minute my problems really are. i miss her so much but i miss her text messaging the most. i miss her friendship. i really do.

Well that was eh. Something to do.

Lord of War is an awesome movie, It was really an eye opener this guy reminded me alot of myself how i like to buy things how recently i've become facinated with trying to achive money and all..

It's so crazy i don't get it. I'm not spoosed to want money, however i am expected to have it....
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so here i am, back at j.r.s amazing how things work out sometimes. i miss you so much, tenshi. so we saw lord of war tonight great movie. ill review it go better details later when i am not texting from a phone. that dude had problems though. so what did i do today to shine a little better? i told my father i forgave...
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