zeozaki:
Random Things can go here.
the days have been intresting but oh so boring. i'd trade this entire week for an hour with tenshi.
i miss her so much. i heard a song while i was passing by a XM little shop in the mall here. It was called cater 2 u by destiny's child. Arrrgh.. i just wanna cater to her. Sigh.
I esppecly like the third verse of...
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i miss her so much. i heard a song while i was passing by a XM little shop in the mall here. It was called cater 2 u by destiny's child. Arrrgh.. i just wanna cater to her. Sigh.
I esppecly like the third verse of...
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Well today shal be intresting we'r going to roam around terre haute a bit, check out a computer shop along with the walmart. The walking should do me good as i am trying to lose weight.
Back in fayetteville i weighed my self i was 190 i wonder what i am now. I have done alot more excercise than at home this should help me...
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Back in fayetteville i weighed my self i was 190 i wonder what i am now. I have done alot more excercise than at home this should help me...
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Something happpened here that is preventing me from posting this via normal means please forgive any odd ass typos i may make.
So let's go ahead put a real entry down
the plae ride was something else. Man it's so freaky to fly so high, It's just crazy. I was quite scred but i got though it. the flight from fayetteville to charlotte really wasn't...
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So let's go ahead put a real entry down
the plae ride was something else. Man it's so freaky to fly so high, It's just crazy. I was quite scred but i got though it. the flight from fayetteville to charlotte really wasn't...
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i made it here ok.
the trip is going somewhat decent.
I miss you so much tenshi.
the trip is going somewhat decent.
I miss you so much tenshi.
people trip me out.
today i was talking to my uncle told him i was doing the united way. he works at one of the organziation united way supports i asked him to get a bunch of his stories for my final 3 weeks ready.
And he got scared he said final weeks?
i'm pretty sure in his mind he thought i meant final weeks...
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today i was talking to my uncle told him i was doing the united way. he works at one of the organziation united way supports i asked him to get a bunch of his stories for my final 3 weeks ready.
And he got scared he said final weeks?
i'm pretty sure in his mind he thought i meant final weeks...
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tehpeanut:
awww thats soo sweet...i think you will have fun
god knows grandpa is tripping yet again.
He walks up to me tonight and says
"Uncle brought you home"
REALLY?!? YA DON'T SAY!..
arrrggh.. i'm not as blind as you are i can tell whose sitting next to me I know uncle brought me home.
Arrrrgggh.
So i talked to someone about how credit works. Basicly he's going to help me out and get my...
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He walks up to me tonight and says
"Uncle brought you home"
REALLY?!? YA DON'T SAY!..
arrrggh.. i'm not as blind as you are i can tell whose sitting next to me I know uncle brought me home.
Arrrrgggh.
So i talked to someone about how credit works. Basicly he's going to help me out and get my...
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Again i just i was going to write an entry but i just went ahead and replied to a comment. That comment is basicly what's up.
I miss you so much tenshi.
Your not on another level but you are on my level.
you did not pick me as your friend for no particular reason.
i enjoy being your friend. please allow me in your...
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I miss you so much tenshi.
Your not on another level but you are on my level.
you did not pick me as your friend for no particular reason.
i enjoy being your friend. please allow me in your...
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Less than 48 hours o.0
i'll be playing DDR! I need it so bad.
I miss her so much.
Tenshi seriously the hair, what happen?
well i'm in no room to talk my hair style really isn't that great either.
Not having her friendship sucks. Sad thing is she knows this as well.
In other news, yay go nat's team #1 in Quality, awesome we...
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i'll be playing DDR! I need it so bad.
I miss her so much.
Tenshi seriously the hair, what happen?
well i'm in no room to talk my hair style really isn't that great either.
Not having her friendship sucks. Sad thing is she knows this as well.
In other news, yay go nat's team #1 in Quality, awesome we...
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tehpeanut:
thanks for your kind words...they help 
zeozaki:
Tenshi, it may not be the end of the world, but this is FUCKING hell. Every moment of the day it's hard. Everytime something great comes along i just want to tell you.
Your friendship is something so valuable to me. Me not being able to talk to you. IT hurts so bad. I am so tired of going to sleep because i miss you, it hurts so bad. I have no one to speak to now.
you are an angel i need you to look out for me.
i can't do it. I need your friendship. without it i will die inside i am so tired of the tears. The just don't stop. I am being so honest.
I miss you so much. Please don't swear me off like this. It hurts too much.
I continue to smile i continue to work on nice projects and i am only able to do it because it shows i can continue my job and at your request stay away from you.
But tenshi i could do so much more here if i knew thing you knew. There are questions i have had, we recently got a new manager and she talked about how advancement worked I have so many questions.
I continue to work on my stats everything in life i try to work at it so much harder. Tenshi i miss you so fregging much.
It's not the end world yes, but this is hell. I'd rather sleep in the roughest part of town or the world then to sleep in my bed.
I miss your smile I miss your voice. I miss you so much. I Miss you please I so miss you. Your friendship.
It hurts to no end.
I hope you know this.
Please PLease. Set me free. let me be yout friend the devils and the demons i fight at night they are so hard to overcome.
they continue to plaque me hour after hour.
Please help me. I am sorry that because you are reading this that i am not sounding like a man, and more like a child, but please not the fact that i have the restraint not to get on my knees and beg you for your friendship is proof enough i am a man. I am a man because i continue to respect your request despite how i feel. And i continue to fight these demons ever night. Your friendship is invaluable.
Know that.
Your friendship is something so valuable to me. Me not being able to talk to you. IT hurts so bad. I am so tired of going to sleep because i miss you, it hurts so bad. I have no one to speak to now.
you are an angel i need you to look out for me.
i can't do it. I need your friendship. without it i will die inside i am so tired of the tears. The just don't stop. I am being so honest.
I miss you so much. Please don't swear me off like this. It hurts too much.
I continue to smile i continue to work on nice projects and i am only able to do it because it shows i can continue my job and at your request stay away from you.
But tenshi i could do so much more here if i knew thing you knew. There are questions i have had, we recently got a new manager and she talked about how advancement worked I have so many questions.
I continue to work on my stats everything in life i try to work at it so much harder. Tenshi i miss you so fregging much.
It's not the end world yes, but this is hell. I'd rather sleep in the roughest part of town or the world then to sleep in my bed.
I miss your smile I miss your voice. I miss you so much. I Miss you please I so miss you. Your friendship.
It hurts to no end.
I hope you know this.
Please PLease. Set me free. let me be yout friend the devils and the demons i fight at night they are so hard to overcome.
they continue to plaque me hour after hour.
Please help me. I am sorry that because you are reading this that i am not sounding like a man, and more like a child, but please not the fact that i have the restraint not to get on my knees and beg you for your friendship is proof enough i am a man. I am a man because i continue to respect your request despite how i feel. And i continue to fight these demons ever night. Your friendship is invaluable.
Know that.
Well i tried to get 30,000 kills for the PSOBB event and i was not able to. Well that sucks. Pretty bad. I got 10,000 something. Who knows maybe they'll extend it again.
It was fun though ^^
It was fun though ^^
5 Days of working! I am looking forward to this trip.
Today was pretty freggin great. Asuka continues to wear some of the most intresting dresses i've ever seen. I dunno. She continues to complain about how all the guys continue to hit on her. Also she continues to wonder why people think she wears asian outfits.
I wonder about her sometimes she's cool though....
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Today was pretty freggin great. Asuka continues to wear some of the most intresting dresses i've ever seen. I dunno. She continues to complain about how all the guys continue to hit on her. Also she continues to wonder why people think she wears asian outfits.
I wonder about her sometimes she's cool though....
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i miss you so much tenshi.