zeozaki

God my mind is so fucked up right now.

I don't understand why. It's hurts so bad. I've had a really great days too. I have no reason to be like this but i can't stop it. It physically hurts. I like to listen to music but this voice in my head it continues to fuss at me it. It continue to tell me what...
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ok that's it i'm tired of not being able to participate in bcnm60 battles cause i'm to low of a level on ffxi. so for the next two day i shall be concentratiing my skills on that. I will have my fukkin artifact gear damn it.

god i miss tenshi so much. i wonder how she is doing. i miss her so much. so very much.

Today was fun i got to chill and play games.

I got 3 new phones to this week. a sony, nokia and some blackberry. they are nice. tempted to keep them but i don't need them, i have other affairs to attend to.

I watch the bigest loser tonight as well.

great show really is. I like how the girls held on at the end...
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I just need to quit. I'll never have my sister's friend ship i'll always be used period.

I helped her out. that's what matters.

screw the fact she'd rather jump out the car on bragg blvd than chill with her brother which was not even a flat 1hour, who just helped her.

i'm junk. i get it.

Today was a bad day yes indeed. I dunno i think i'm starting to get worn out. It just seems everyone hates me.

I know i have got to be tripping. A friend tried to help me with my calls today by listening in on me and i tottally triped on her. >_> i dunno it's just sigh You know you can do the job....
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Please don't say that
spell-like words yet.

"Love" is as light as a feather.
If you have resolution...
...please whisper me with...
tenor softer than papa's

I'm living more facinatingly...
...than the dream i have on the bed...
...covered by millions of roses.

How could i fly away...
...without being stained...
...in this world where ugliness spreads

Even if i keep learning...
...alone in a...
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my grandpa shaves once a week.
my uncle every other day
me everyday i go to work and come home

/cry i shave alot more than everybody else.

Today rocked. which was proberly because i did absolutly nothing yesterday. my manager informed me i have vacation days that NEED to be used. Yes ma'am...

So i dunno as long as vacation is open i'll be...
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i'm so tired. Ahh i want to get the hell out of here. It's so boring. I give up this shit is so boring.

gdfdamnnnit i'm tired of my computer randomly deciding to shutitself down for no particular reason always at the most oddest times to..

Arrrrghh

This weekend was fun i saturday was very enjoyable i enjoyed the night. My sister showed me a leather jacket she was lookiing into getting some pink with Dale Earnheart on the back of it. that reminds me i need to get...
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deh da deh! I love my music. It's so great.

So ahh today was great.
I am so happy.

i have so much to be thankful for, and it's not even november yet.

So in other news....

Nice little comment i got from steven. he went 50 miles out for gas. I made a smart ass comment along the lines of "why because of the...
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roday was fun. I slept alot. I had alot of great happy dreams.
They were all so much fun. So relaxed i am.

Then around 7pm i woke up.

I decided to educate my self on a couple of articles so i did.

Did alot of reading.

I think i tired myself out again.