zenobia

well I have drastically changed my look and I must say it's going to take a little getting used too. actually I feel a lot better now that I have changed. It was kind of like letting go of a lot of negative energy and baggage I been lugging around with me. So kids I must say I feel a lot lighter and my energy...
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I'll be MIA for a few days. Thank you for all the kind words and thoughts.
I'll leave you with this to ponder on until I get back:

short skirt, no panties, and hot boots can sometimes lead to fun inside the bar and in the parking lot

sex on the sink will give you some hardcore bruises if you do it right


Just had...
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can't stop thinking about him
can't stop thinking about us together
can't stop thinking about how he feels inside me
can't stop thinking about the next time
can't stop thinking about how soft his hands feel on my back
can't stop thinking........

about how much i'll miss him when he's gone

I think I may have woke up the people next door last night and this morning If I didn't then I guess we'll have to try harder next time

Work time!!!! I'm so excited No not really but for some reason I went to bed really early last night and woke up at 8:00 this morning. That is very very rare for me. So now I've been up all morning and afternoon and I think i'm having some kind of wierd happy meltdown because I have all the useless happy energy. My mom swears...
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I wish I wasn't working this weekend...so I could run far far away.

I have sunday off and hope to spend it with this really awesome guy since he is leaving very very soon. So maybe i'll get what I hope for. I guess we'll see

I feel pretty Just got my hair done and I love love love it About to go hang out with Graham for a bit and maybe get my lobes stretched a little today we'll see what happens

Damn I wish it wasn't so good


Oh I forgot to add......I hate my braces can't wait until they come off

Randy update....his mom said he is kinda having a rough time. he's a little be overwhelmed by all the need and wishes he could help every person. Sent him an e-mail just letting him know how much we all love him and miss him....
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and the night starts to get interesting. unexpected phone call from the closest thing i have to an ex. wants to meet up after i get off in about 20 mins. i already know this is going to be very unpleasant. time to put the gameface on and be as numb and unaffected as i possibly can. i hate reopening old wounds but this is...
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back to work