so, i rented a bunch of scary movies and shit.......and seeing as how im jobless and shit, all ive been doing is watching them and writing my stupid songs in my notebook.......but, for some reason i dont feel like doing any of that today.......i tried writing, and got nothing........i looked at our movie collection and was unimpressed......and all my friends are at work........i hate not having a job.......i just dont know what to do with myself.........i should be working by next week though.......i think i got 3 jobs lined up......two cooking and on construction.......so, that should take up alot of my time......plus, ill have alot of money which is good cause my lease is up in october.......my room mate said hes tryin to live by himself, which means i dont have a room mate lined up........ill probably have to get a place by myself.........that seems so boring though......im stressed about the whole situation of money and shelter and supprisingly i havent had a panic attack in a couple weeks or so........i think it was the last minute new york trip.........and the support of my lovely girlfriend......well, i think im done ranting for the time being.......hope everyone is doing good....... 