i went to the emergency room last night to get a cat scat......the kept me there forever....and they had my sitting next to this guy that was going to some psychiatric place and he kept looking at me like he was gonna kill me......scary shit.....the hospital people were nice though......now i go into my regular doctor to see why im still having panic attacks and...
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you know that part in saw 2 where that lady gets thrown into the pit of needles?? that would suck ass.....i hope that never happens to me....... 
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luciefurr:
Thank you for the birthday wishes 
tonkakatt:
that fucking SUCKED!!!!! I was squirming around just watching it happen!
drinking my self to sleep again tonight......rest in peace s and z buttons on my computer......thanks for everyone being concerned about the panic attacks......im sure ill get through it.......
tonkakatt:
just self medicating with alcohol.
seriously though I have lorazapam (spelling???) for when it gets really bad.
seriously though I have lorazapam (spelling???) for when it gets really bad.
i keep having panic attacks.......my right shakes alot, i feel light headed, my pulse jumps up, and i start to hyperventilate......its made me miss work two days this week already, and it scares the shit out of the people who see it.....i want to be normal again......
tonkakatt:
my panic attacks aren't like that...well at least not the shakeing part.
dre:
I'm sorry. I hope that things get better.
I'm sorry. I hope that things get better.
i had a really bad panic attack yesterday and fell down......i dont know why this shit keeps happening, but i have one just about everyday......its scary when you think that youre dying.......i have made friends with everyone at the ems station though, cause its right down the street from my work.......theyre great......so last night, i just went over to my moms house and chilled.....i got...
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dre:
Thank you. Hope you're doing all right.
i still feel like shit from wed. night........and i still dont have a job lined up........at least i got a little three day vacation.......
hola......wher to start??? ok......so when i woke up from my nap, some of my friends came over and i started drinking again.......on an empty stomach........i dont remember leaving my house cause there was about a case of beer and a 1/4 gallon of whisky in my tummy.......bad idea.......so then, i woke up and my face is all fucked up from falling down alot and to...
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volatile:
That sucks that you can't come to wilmington. My roomie and me wanna go to this thing called "esteves festeves" that looks cool but I think I gotta work. That sucks about the job, I did that a few months ago myself and it sucked. Hope things get better.
i woke up next to a 35 year old school teacher......fuck........
and i just re-woke up......i thought it was already thursday and i was getting ready for my twelve hour day and realized i had just woke up from a nap......fuck......i woke up by my self at least.......the school teacher thing scared the shit out of me......so i started drinking when i got home........pbr, patron,...
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and i just re-woke up......i thought it was already thursday and i was getting ready for my twelve hour day and realized i had just woke up from a nap......fuck......i woke up by my self at least.......the school teacher thing scared the shit out of me......so i started drinking when i got home........pbr, patron,...
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mocha:
i hope she was at least worth it.
not that you remember, apparently!
i'm jealous, i haven't been to wilmington in what seems like forever!
not that you remember, apparently!
i'm jealous, i haven't been to wilmington in what seems like forever!
volatile:
I hope you have fun here in wilmington! You need to hit me up when you get here.
I might be going up to carborro soon with my roomie as well.
I might be going up to carborro soon with my roomie as well.
i feel like somone took a crap in my brain.........
volatile:
..... but on a better note, I'm all moved in!!! Woo!
..... but on a better note, I'm all moved in!!! Woo!believe it or not, im drunk again........
my new profile pic is my new tattoo.......woooo......two hours of out lining, and i got two more hours of shading and two more hours of coloring and improv shit......it hurt like a bitch but i think itll come out really good.......i wish i had a batmobile.......that would be the shit!!
going to get my new tattoo today.......and next week is a beach vacation......im very happy about it all......woooo!!!!
And yea, IVs do suck!!