Well, it's 4 am that means time to post. Lots to say too, tho it's mostly bittersweet. Hmm. And of course, it's about a woman.
Rhapsody and I had a GREAT time at the aquarium in Baltimore last Monday. There was entirely too much driving, but it was worth it I think. If you live within a 3 hour drive of the Baltimore Aquarium and have never been, believe me when I say you are missing out. It is truly one of my favorite places to go. Not only are there mad fish, but also rain forest animals like frogs, birds, monkeys and spiders. Sharks, eels and giant turtles are also available. You gotta go once. At any rate, all the driving meant lots of talking, mostly about how much she is unhappy with her current boyfriend, etc. All's good in the world.
So we made plans to go to the Combichrist show Friday night, but that fell thru due to her lack of a ride. In it's place I invited her along with me and sundry associates for the 4th of July and our own private fireworks show. I roll with mad explosives.
To make a long story short, I go get her Monday night and she stays at my place till Wednesday night. Woo, right? Hell yeah woo! I was hyped, some serious QT with this amazing cutie. After fireworks she came to work with me Tuesday, another huge time frame to talk, my job is pretty dull and I am boss so it's easy to have her around all day. Find out she dumped her boyfriend that weekend. Yippie! Call out of work on Wednesday, we have dinner, etc.
All this free time leads to LOTS of getting to know each other. She's really an amazing girl. We have so much in common it's just silly. She's funny, intelligent, wise in her own way, sweet and cute all rolled into one. So now I'm like yep, it's official, I could get to know her a LOT better, if you know what I mean. I think you do. So, I just tell her hey, I think you're the bee's knees, and I'd like to take you out and see if we might not be able to get something started here, of course no pressure on my part, you just broke up with a guy, I'm not trying to sleeze in here. She smiles, tells me she really likes me too, but she wants to try and start a relationship with one of her female friends.
*cue the sad music*
Aye, it's like that. On the slightly positive side, she did tell me that if it didn't work out, she'd definately be giving me a call, so I guess I can at least be on the "on deck" circle as it were. I need to stop getting these silver linings and start getting some bright friggin skies or I'm gonna explode. We're still friends, of course, I'm not such an ass that because you're not gonna date me I'm not gonna talk to you any more, but it still makes me sad. Matt 0, girls 10.
There's NO joy in Mudville tonight. Off to bed. G'night.
Zen
Rhapsody and I had a GREAT time at the aquarium in Baltimore last Monday. There was entirely too much driving, but it was worth it I think. If you live within a 3 hour drive of the Baltimore Aquarium and have never been, believe me when I say you are missing out. It is truly one of my favorite places to go. Not only are there mad fish, but also rain forest animals like frogs, birds, monkeys and spiders. Sharks, eels and giant turtles are also available. You gotta go once. At any rate, all the driving meant lots of talking, mostly about how much she is unhappy with her current boyfriend, etc. All's good in the world.
So we made plans to go to the Combichrist show Friday night, but that fell thru due to her lack of a ride. In it's place I invited her along with me and sundry associates for the 4th of July and our own private fireworks show. I roll with mad explosives.
To make a long story short, I go get her Monday night and she stays at my place till Wednesday night. Woo, right? Hell yeah woo! I was hyped, some serious QT with this amazing cutie. After fireworks she came to work with me Tuesday, another huge time frame to talk, my job is pretty dull and I am boss so it's easy to have her around all day. Find out she dumped her boyfriend that weekend. Yippie! Call out of work on Wednesday, we have dinner, etc.
All this free time leads to LOTS of getting to know each other. She's really an amazing girl. We have so much in common it's just silly. She's funny, intelligent, wise in her own way, sweet and cute all rolled into one. So now I'm like yep, it's official, I could get to know her a LOT better, if you know what I mean. I think you do. So, I just tell her hey, I think you're the bee's knees, and I'd like to take you out and see if we might not be able to get something started here, of course no pressure on my part, you just broke up with a guy, I'm not trying to sleeze in here. She smiles, tells me she really likes me too, but she wants to try and start a relationship with one of her female friends.
*cue the sad music*
Aye, it's like that. On the slightly positive side, she did tell me that if it didn't work out, she'd definately be giving me a call, so I guess I can at least be on the "on deck" circle as it were. I need to stop getting these silver linings and start getting some bright friggin skies or I'm gonna explode. We're still friends, of course, I'm not such an ass that because you're not gonna date me I'm not gonna talk to you any more, but it still makes me sad. Matt 0, girls 10.
There's NO joy in Mudville tonight. Off to bed. G'night.
Zen
vortex:
She's definitely a cutie... wishes you luck... hey we gotta hang sometime and go porn shopping at 2am again or do something crazy... crazy is good... call me soon.
glimmerred:
so here i am, once again to offer some words of wisdom. matt 0, girls 10, huh? well once upon a time i was newly and miserably single and it was shannon 0, boys...ha, i lost count. it was asshole after asshole...after asshole. the moral of this brief recap? your time will come! i was single for a year but nick was definitely worth the wait because i have never been happier. so it may end up being matt 0, girls 100 before the right one wises up and comes along, but when she does, you will realize it was worth all the let down and aggravation. and in the meantime, you have awesome friends (i.e. me) to fill in the gaps. so please don't explode. the ladies will need you in one piece.