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Life is weird and so am I...

Mar 15, 2018
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I feel like if I tried I could write a really great poem or song to go along with the title above.

But, instead I'll just ramble here about how over-stimulated I feel mentally at this moment.
It seems like finding "balance" in life will forever be the hardest thing to do. Life is constantly changing and while I can find so much gratitude and peace in that statement, it still can bring about so much worry and stress. It's like this dark tunnel of the unknown... or on the other hand, like a tunnel of beautiful infinite light and possibility. Finding the balance between those two metaphors seems to be the toughest thing to embody.

I'm so thankful that my business is flourishing. Keeping me busy, paying my bills and supporting my family.
I'm so stoked at how many amazing friends I've made here in this SuicideGirls community and through models and photographers around the world.
This year I get to meet and create with so many amazingggg women, its overwhelming in the best ways. It makes me so happy to be able to support so many talented babes.

Next week is the Denver Shootfest... which is CRAZY... only a week away and it's my first time going to Denver anddd I know it's going to be freaking incredible.

And in May, I'll be traveling to NOLA for the first time and meeting SO MANY AWESOME PEOPLE... it's also... CRAZY.

I just want to say thank you to those who support me here.
Those who've become my friend. Who reach out to me about not only my SG work but my other normal life and business stuff. Those who support me as a girl boss and female entrepreneur. You're all amazing and I fucking love you.

Here's a little BTS photo of weird little me and the lovely @cherokee from out shoot last month!

VIEW 26 of 26 COMMENTS
radiofrank:
(Also, I would say that you're about as weird as the rest of us here, and that's a good thing.)
Mar 18, 2018
zen:
@radiofrank thank you! I am def happy to be surrounded by all the awesome weirdos here
Mar 18, 2018

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