Hey there, long time no talk. I know I don't spend a lot of time here on the site talking about myself or my personal life. Mostly just sharing the beautiful ladies I have been getting to meet and take photos of. I am so grateful for that last part and for all the amazing women who have 1. wanted to work with me as their photographer 2. taken the time to get to know me and become my friend and 3. most important of all, supported me through my SG journey.
My SG journey started as a photographer because I knew some girls who were models and these girls knew I was a photographer. I shot a few sets for some Vegas Hopefuls and slowly started to meet new people on the site to photograph. But, the more girls I met, the more I wanted to be on the other side of the camera, modeling and feeling sexy in my skin. It's been interesting over the last 6 months how much me desire to model has fluctuated. Some days I am so eager to shoot a practice set and some days I can't even fathom the idea of being naked on the internet. It's such a weird space that i'm in. I'm a Gemini so it doesn't help that i'm already as indecisive as ever. But at this point i'm not sure how I want this to play out.
I know right now I absolutely can't get enough of creating this awesome sets with all these amazing ladies. I definitely don't want to stop photographing Suicide Girls. But there is a part of me that really wants to become even more a part of this community and express myself through modeling. I suppose for now i'll just continue to share my little sexy selfies with you all until it's my time (or not) to move forward. Patience has never been my strong suit, but I know that if it's meant to be, it will be. And the perfect opportunity will come for me to choose which path i'll take.
But for now, here's some busty boobies for ya.
It's so beautiful in Las Vegas right now. Soaking up the sun rays- before it gets too boiling hot!
Xoxo, Zen
