isolation
reaching out with electrostatis hands
I touch the plastic figures with smiling naked faces
skin adorned and pierced, hair colors rainbow
so pretty
so sweet
so naughty
so desolate
so ...
so everything I am not
so much
for self-discover and releasing the dream
If you imagine you want to know me
I can be found at terminal 13
beneath flickering ultraviolet waves
with...
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reaching out with electrostatis hands
I touch the plastic figures with smiling naked faces
skin adorned and pierced, hair colors rainbow
so pretty
so sweet
so naughty
so desolate
so ...
so everything I am not
so much
for self-discover and releasing the dream
If you imagine you want to know me
I can be found at terminal 13
beneath flickering ultraviolet waves
with...
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When we talk about our human suffering, it brings out our compassionate tendencies. But when we talk about our opinions, about what I think and what you think about politics and religion, then we can get into wars. I remember seeing a film in London about ten years ago. It tried to portray Russian people as human beings by showing Russian women with babies and...
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I want to be a chinese astronaut so I can help draw attention away from the growing span between the weathly and the poor farmers in the country side and wide spread government corruption. At least they can get a rocket into space even if it's all about boosting national pride.
Actually, I believe we are going about space travel all wrong. It's all in...
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Actually, I believe we are going about space travel all wrong. It's all in...
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chai:
thanks for the comment!!!
just right words!!!
just right words!!!
chai:
i think its fro person to person different, i know really some people who smoked weed there hole life, but they know how OFTEN to use it, not every day... just sometimes for having fun... my problem is that i cant dose it... 
what hurts the most.... so many things can hurt me, really... small things so that i often ask myself why im so sensible... the biggest thing that hurts most the last years was the end of the realtionship ... i was six years with my big love and i thought im with him for the hole life... peolple i dont know couldnt hurt me, but peolple who have a place in my heart they really can hurt me...
love is coming back, but in a strange way... but i try only to enjoy and dont think to much about it .... love is unpersuasively....
Ohh u love ur kittie so much!
thats good! animals are such good creatures...
so hope you have a great weekend ?
Take care too!
what hurts the most.... so many things can hurt me, really... small things so that i often ask myself why im so sensible... the biggest thing that hurts most the last years was the end of the realtionship ... i was six years with my big love and i thought im with him for the hole life... peolple i dont know couldnt hurt me, but peolple who have a place in my heart they really can hurt me...
love is coming back, but in a strange way... but i try only to enjoy and dont think to much about it .... love is unpersuasively....
Ohh u love ur kittie so much!
thats good! animals are such good creatures...
so hope you have a great weekend ?
Take care too!
I am a little more than annoyed with all the self-censored sets on SG. If SG REALLY believes the images are artistic, then they need to fight for it, not run and hide because the conservative close-minded fucks can't not tell us what we can and can't see//hear/speak/do. I don't care that it makes them uncomfortable. No pain no growth.
Don't be afraid to look...
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oki:
well it's either they comply for now or all us SG's loose our jobs and face prison time. don't worry we have plans for fighting back in the near future. however simply not going along with the new rules is not rational, especially since it put's so many peoples livelihood on the line.
zef:
maybe I've missed it, but I've read nothng about any sort of tactics to oppose this, besides using that twits perverted boy grin in the blackout pictures.
I realize that the reaction of compliance is financial, but by giving in it legitimizes their bullshit.
I am sure SG is doing what it feels is responsible, but for me it just crap. i am not in their situation so I really don't know what I would do. Is it federal prison or normal get raped prison?
I realize that the reaction of compliance is financial, but by giving in it legitimizes their bullshit.
I am sure SG is doing what it feels is responsible, but for me it just crap. i am not in their situation so I really don't know what I would do. Is it federal prison or normal get raped prison?
Just gopt back from ohio. Had an unexpected interview for a job at the Cleveland Institute of Art for a Technical Assistant position. It's a full time job for 32 weeks a year. What the hell? How do they ever fill the position? Each department seems to have a TA, I don't get it. I am passing on that one. I was interested, considered attending...
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raleighboy:
Hi ZEF!
I've been to Laurinburg a few times for NC sport car club autocrosses. The old airport to be exact.
I like your tastes. Welcome to NC and SG.
I've been to Laurinburg a few times for NC sport car club autocrosses. The old airport to be exact.
I like your tastes. Welcome to NC and SG.
miesha:
thanks for the comment on my set luv.
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addlepatedwight:
Great work!
loe:
Thank you! 
yesterday was toooo fucking depressing. I have push my last entry aside, so no one has to read it.
Today, I am doing everything I can to be creative. Fuck everything else. I'm still there for my Jennifer, but I have to find my will to live, too.
Today, I am doing everything I can to be creative. Fuck everything else. I'm still there for my Jennifer, but I have to find my will to live, too.
All these ideas of who we think we are..all shit. My past alter-ego psuedonym was SAVE. I am powerless to help anyone. I have only myself. I barely have the will to keep myself going.
So when my girlfriend calls to tell me that she is going to kill herself...I am 12 hours away from her...I completely don't know how to handle it. If I...
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So when my girlfriend calls to tell me that she is going to kill herself...I am 12 hours away from her...I completely don't know how to handle it. If I...
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SG is something more than expected, but exactly the same. so much flesh to turn the eyes to water, distant looks, playing to vacant rooms, no need for concern -- bare it all they will come, there is no doubt about tomorrow. Bios to enliven the imagination, pictures to set the groin on fire, over taking the mind and rationality, burning a hole in the...
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alisa:
no i was actually talking about your picture. i would have never guessed those were kitty legs. it makes me like it even more.
bettina:
Funny you should say that in my Heist set. I played a 1940s private detective in the last film I was in: Exhumed and I play a saucy young assistant - also set in the 40s - in their upcoming film Dead Inside! I have plans to make little burlesque short films in the near future too. I love being in front of all types of cameras, as you can tell.
thanks for the comment on my set
xxx