Nothing much to do this weekend besides work and live in the noise and wreckage of my flooded apartment. It's not horrible but..no. .I was going to complain about it, but I just read some blog entries by girlblue's blog at thoughtswithoutathinker.blogger.com. It reminded me of what's important. About letting go, not carrying that karmic weight around my neck. It's like cutting the tension/suspension lines...
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so check this shit...one of my former employees calls to tell me that as he walks into work this morning greeting everyone with a hearty, "good morning guys!" he's promptly told to sit down for a meeting. They proceed to tell him that he either needs to resign immmediately and receive a reference or get fired. It seems some of their clients have been calling...
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raleighboy:
I doubt I'll ever work for someone else again. It eats away at my soul.
drave:
Geeez thats seems messed up... 
I am glad that your jewl. Shop is almost done.
Diamonds hmmm I have always thought they were inetesrting, Well the science to them anyways.
I don't know much about jewlr. but I only wear like Gothic looking rings.
I ended up going to make up my lab on Thursday. I am glad it is over with.
I guess I could shave my head but it's pretty much all shaved now. It's shaved all the way up past my ears. I think I may just get it cut really short instead of shaving it all. Yep Yep Yep I have been a Manson Fan since the 5th grade.
I am glad that your jewl. Shop is almost done.
Diamonds hmmm I have always thought they were inetesrting, Well the science to them anyways.
I don't know much about jewlr. but I only wear like Gothic looking rings.
I ended up going to make up my lab on Thursday. I am glad it is over with.
I guess I could shave my head but it's pretty much all shaved now. It's shaved all the way up past my ears. I think I may just get it cut really short instead of shaving it all. Yep Yep Yep I have been a Manson Fan since the 5th grade.
You know, I keep trying to move on, but my ex called me tonight since we haven't spoken since she told me she got engaged. It's hard to fucking be happy when this person that I devoted my life too is suddenly head over heals for some guy she hasn't even known two months.
I don't have love-love for her anymore. It's the whole severing...
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I don't have love-love for her anymore. It's the whole severing...
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drave:
You know our tattoo shop doesn't charge anything as of now. The only thing that we ask of our learning artist is that that come in as much as they can and really try to learn and help us manage and clean the shop. I learned how to pierce at the shop I am at now for free. The only thing is we only take a certain number of people like 2. Right now we have none. But VA laws are about to change and I dont know what they are gonna be.
You know Ive been waiting since I was 17 to join Suicide Girls. I wanted to apply but I was only 17 so I waited until I was 18 but when I was 18 I was waaaaay to bizzzy with learning to pierce and moving into the college lifestyle that I just didnt have time. But now that I am 19 I figured it was about time. lol.
Hmm well my set will probably not be up for months some girls have been waiting a year. Geeez a year is a long time.
I do wanna learn how to tattoo but I really dont have the patience to tattoo. I barely can deal with people enough to pierce them more less than tattoo them for an hour or two.
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You know Ive been waiting since I was 17 to join Suicide Girls. I wanted to apply but I was only 17 so I waited until I was 18 but when I was 18 I was waaaaay to bizzzy with learning to pierce and moving into the college lifestyle that I just didnt have time. But now that I am 19 I figured it was about time. lol.
Hmm well my set will probably not be up for months some girls have been waiting a year. Geeez a year is a long time.
I do wanna learn how to tattoo but I really dont have the patience to tattoo. I barely can deal with people enough to pierce them more less than tattoo them for an hour or two.
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drave:
Hahaha. You know whats pretty funny? I told my teacher I couldn't make it today so I still have two more days to make it up. I guess thats just putting off the stress but for some reason I just reallly didn't want to do that today.
Other tattoo shops around here change a couple thousand we are the only shop that doesn't charge.
I am sooo happy for you with your jewl. store! Thats awesome. I bet your glad it's about to start going.
Oh yeah and I shave my hair all the way above my ear. I have been using this one shampoo that is sopposed to thicken my hair but that shit just don't seem like it's working. Im not worried about it cuz im'll just stop dying it for awhile.
My natural hair color is brown. I'll try to get a picture of me on here with my natural colored hair, but the last time I had natural hair was in 6th grade. So that pic will have to do. lol.
My best best friend in the whole world took my set pictures. His name is John. I met him in Highschool in 10th grade and ever since we have been the bestest friend but we tried to date once and it was just WIERD so we are friends now.
I'm about to go out to eat.
Yum Outback
I LOVE THEIR SALADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Other tattoo shops around here change a couple thousand we are the only shop that doesn't charge.
I am sooo happy for you with your jewl. store! Thats awesome. I bet your glad it's about to start going.
Oh yeah and I shave my hair all the way above my ear. I have been using this one shampoo that is sopposed to thicken my hair but that shit just don't seem like it's working. Im not worried about it cuz im'll just stop dying it for awhile.
My natural hair color is brown. I'll try to get a picture of me on here with my natural colored hair, but the last time I had natural hair was in 6th grade. So that pic will have to do. lol.
My best best friend in the whole world took my set pictures. His name is John. I met him in Highschool in 10th grade and ever since we have been the bestest friend but we tried to date once and it was just WIERD so we are friends now.
I'm about to go out to eat.
Yum Outback
I LOVE THEIR SALADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![Edited on Nov 16, 2005 2:00PM]
Rabid induction.
In the docking bay, pointing towards a life-pod, Messiah fats looks into the darkening eyes of Soleva, hesitates for a second wondering if it wasnt already too late, then says, the disease is spreading. Its time to go. bba killer will be here soon with Sinicide. We have to have everything ready when they get here. There isnt time to save anyone else....
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In the docking bay, pointing towards a life-pod, Messiah fats looks into the darkening eyes of Soleva, hesitates for a second wondering if it wasnt already too late, then says, the disease is spreading. Its time to go. bba killer will be here soon with Sinicide. We have to have everything ready when they get here. There isnt time to save anyone else....
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raleighboy:
I like tragic airship stories. There is something romantic about lighter than air travel.
drave:
Wow uhhh.. Interesting
Haha anywayzzz
I go to CNU.
I really didn't wanna watch this new Willy Wonka but my moms roommate bought it so I ended up watching it. It actually did have this one part with poppets that looked like something wicked as hell. That was the only kewl part in the whole movie.
I like Kiss with the makeup but thats just me. I will have to scan a picture of me when I was in highskool dressed up as... Ace I think. I dunno.
I like their music but i'm not a huge fan.
Right now I am taking Developmental Psychology and it's pretty kewl. We are learning about memory which is something I already know so it's easy...
My tattoos are nothing special. ..but they all mean something to me. I have a star on my foot that I actually tattooed myself. Its a star that looks like it's ripping off my skin. Whenever I can get some pics on here I will take a picture of it.
Four of my other tattoos were done by an friend of mine so I have his first third fourth and seventh tattoos that he ever did so they are not really as good as they could have been but they mean a lot to me. I was his practice paper.
Haha anywayzzz
I go to CNU.
I really didn't wanna watch this new Willy Wonka but my moms roommate bought it so I ended up watching it. It actually did have this one part with poppets that looked like something wicked as hell. That was the only kewl part in the whole movie.
I like Kiss with the makeup but thats just me. I will have to scan a picture of me when I was in highskool dressed up as... Ace I think. I dunno.
I like their music but i'm not a huge fan.
Right now I am taking Developmental Psychology and it's pretty kewl. We are learning about memory which is something I already know so it's easy...
My tattoos are nothing special. ..but they all mean something to me. I have a star on my foot that I actually tattooed myself. Its a star that looks like it's ripping off my skin. Whenever I can get some pics on here I will take a picture of it.
Four of my other tattoos were done by an friend of mine so I have his first third fourth and seventh tattoos that he ever did so they are not really as good as they could have been but they mean a lot to me. I was his practice paper.
Just another day in the uneventful life and times of Laurinburg, NC. Oh yeah.
raleighboy:
No, I ment "?" about your last journal.
ryah:
my "old" room was where i used to paint &i have spilled many cups of dirty paint water &oil paint tubes all over the carpet.so it is becoming my new destroy-everything-that-is-of-carpet-paiting room.my new bedroom is where my computer &bed is.yay!
Rabid induction.
In the docking bay, pointing towards a life-pod, Messiah fats looks into the darkening eyes of Soleva, hesitates for a second wondering if it wasnt already too late, then says, the disease is spreading. Its time to go. bba killer will be here soon with Sinicide. We have to have everything ready when they get here. There isnt time to save anyone else....
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In the docking bay, pointing towards a life-pod, Messiah fats looks into the darkening eyes of Soleva, hesitates for a second wondering if it wasnt already too late, then says, the disease is spreading. Its time to go. bba killer will be here soon with Sinicide. We have to have everything ready when they get here. There isnt time to save anyone else....
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okay, moving the fuck on.....
I only just found out that NC State's Art and Design program portfolio deadline for acceptance into fall 2006's program is DECEMBER 1, 2005. I am really going to do my best to get in. I am going to submit whatever I've got. at least I'll know. They only accepted something like 135 people in the program. I think that's...
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I only just found out that NC State's Art and Design program portfolio deadline for acceptance into fall 2006's program is DECEMBER 1, 2005. I am really going to do my best to get in. I am going to submit whatever I've got. at least I'll know. They only accepted something like 135 people in the program. I think that's...
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drave:
Good luck on getting accepted !!!!
Damn close deadline.
I like psychology for a couple of reasons. One because it's something that I understand very very well another reason is because I like to understand how people think. I really like cognitive psychology.
I was going to major in Bio but I cant passs the Chemistry classes.
They don't let you know when you set goes up but they give u a good idea I think a week or two before it goes up. No exact date though.
They said it can take months to a year for your set to go up.
So I just got my set accepted at the end of October.
Damn close deadline.
I like psychology for a couple of reasons. One because it's something that I understand very very well another reason is because I like to understand how people think. I really like cognitive psychology.
I was going to major in Bio but I cant passs the Chemistry classes.
They don't let you know when you set goes up but they give u a good idea I think a week or two before it goes up. No exact date though.
They said it can take months to a year for your set to go up.
So I just got my set accepted at the end of October. 
roxy:
Thanks for the compliment on my set, I'm glad you liked it
okay, so now my ex is not only seeing someone she is engaged!!! It's beent five weeks since we broke up!!!! I expected her to be seeing someone, she said she wanted to see other people, but engaged? Holy hell!
Believe it or not I am incredibly happy for her. And I am glad that I can let go of lingering feelings for her. To...
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raleighboy:
I initiated the breakup. The smart girl is spoken for. I had an amazing first night of freedom to make everything all better. I saw a great musician at the open mic night at the Berkley cafe, met an adorable 17 year old (yikes) who was after the musician dude, had habenero taquilla shots, went to the after party, got kicked out by the landlords because it was 3:00am, and came home to read my SG messages. I'm drunk and I didn't even spend a dime. The singer guitarist that Perla will love to hear, gave me his personal phone number. He's from Pittsburg, so It was the only way to reach him. I feel lucky. My friends for years will always be my friends for years. Raleigh is tight. Goodnight!
raleighboy:
She really has only hungout with the dude from work, outside of work, this one time. It's really been nothing more than a crush, but the fact that I haven't met him, he is 35, and that she drove him home at 2:30 in the morning, AND feels like she didn't need to tell me what was going on ahead of time, just made me feel like she was disrespecting our relationship and my trust. I know that was a lousy sentence, but who gives a crap.
She kept assuring me that nothing happened, but it was the way she was witholding information that really pissed me off. She felt like she had every right, so I guess there is just no compromise. She says she won't start seeing him, but if she does, thats her deal now. And I'm ok with that. She just can't see where I'm coming from.
She kept assuring me that nothing happened, but it was the way she was witholding information that really pissed me off. She felt like she had every right, so I guess there is just no compromise. She says she won't start seeing him, but if she does, thats her deal now. And I'm ok with that. She just can't see where I'm coming from.
end of all things ex-girlfriend
holding on
to memories and fantasies
make believe possibilities
refusing to let go
of the hurt and heartache
of making it feel like love
but today I learn things end, transform and mutate
that the knife that severs the worm
keeps on cutting, but the worm isn't sure it will heal
today I learned that love doesn't conquer all
it...
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holding on
to memories and fantasies
make believe possibilities
refusing to let go
of the hurt and heartache
of making it feel like love
but today I learn things end, transform and mutate
that the knife that severs the worm
keeps on cutting, but the worm isn't sure it will heal
today I learned that love doesn't conquer all
it...
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chai:
oh thats really bad 
but the best thing is to view to the front, to view fot a better future. such a person, so hard it sounds, its better to loose than to have...
or?
oh yes, they are more pictures, not many but some of them u can find here: http://www.justlikathat.com/pages2/tomphoto2pag.html
and thanks so much for the wishes about my new flat!!! thanks! 
but the best thing is to view to the front, to view fot a better future. such a person, so hard it sounds, its better to loose than to have...
or?
oh yes, they are more pictures, not many but some of them u can find here: http://www.justlikathat.com/pages2/tomphoto2pag.html
and thanks so much for the wishes about my new flat!!!
thanks!
chai:
oh wowwww, thanks so much!! *wordsmissing*
i have some more picture sets on my website, but im doing no regullary updates any more ... for a year it was one of the importnats thing of my life, but today there is so much more from many things all a lil bit
and good to hear that u have the same opinion! really! i thought i never came over my ex, but i always had in my mind thats its a process i have to come trough, and one day its over and i will be happy to call him EX yes... i think like you im looking for a person who dont lie and has more character to tell the truth and to see love as a present ....
*wordsmissing*
i have some more picture sets on my website, but im doing no regullary updates any more ... for a year it was one of the importnats thing of my life, but today there is so much more from many things all a lil bit
and good to hear that u have the same opinion! really!
i thought i never came over my ex, but i always had in my mind thats its a process i have to come trough, and one day its over and i will be happy to call him EX yes... i think like you im looking for a person who dont lie and has more character to tell the truth and to see love as a present ....
It's been about six weeks since my four year relationship with Jennifer ended. I think I was holding on, Well, today I asked and she confirmed that she is seeing someone. there is nothing left to hold on to.
no one here knows me, but I am funny, creative, carring, loving, and now completely alone. what I have to offer would overwhelm anyone.
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no one here knows me, but I am funny, creative, carring, loving, and now completely alone. what I have to offer would overwhelm anyone.
my heart...it's...
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I really do need to call that chick....just no motivation. I will maybe Wed. because i'm not working Wed. so I can tell her to come hang out or something. Yeah so the black tree would have been kewl but my mom doesn't like that idea too much so I told her we can spray paint it pink but she didn't like that either. Oh well.
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I'm usually not shy at all with girls that I am really interesting in. This girls seems kewl and i liked her but I wasnt as interested in her as she was me. Like at the tattoo shop last year one girl told me that she liked me a lot and so I walked right up to her and kissed her. lol.
No my parents arnt married they split up when I was 10. But they are still frieinds. I have no step parents
Sounds like a lot of work your doing! Good luck with all of that.