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So I am starting over again tomorrow. I am not even actually registered yet, but that's a different story with odds that I'll easily overcome. My first class, should actually get in, is tomorrow night. Drawing 132. I've always been incredibly self-conscious about drawing infront of people. Luckily, I figure we'll be learning the basics. I can draw what everyone else is drawing without much worry of becoming too shy to do it.

there's a lot in my life right now that could use changing. Hopefully, tomorrow will see on my way to making those changes. I could be more specific, but reading some journals by other people this weekend has we feeling that maybe i've been a bit whiny lately. So I'll keep most of that too myself.

I slept in today, pulled the blanket over my head, pushed my purring cat off the bed tried to pretend their wasn't a ton of things that I should be doing besides sleeping. I got up at 830am. I didn't sleep in as much as i intended, so I went downstairs past my cat who was begging for a treat.

Not now I say.
she meows in protest.
I meow back to remind her who is in charge.

I plant my ass in my worn leather chair, put on a mediation mask and slept for two more hours, my adoring kitty sleeping along side me.

When I get up, I can see the sun. It should be a nice happy day, but all I can think about is fucked up everything is in my life and apartment. I am speaking relatively because I am not waking up in prison.

I contemplate going to see King Kong at noon, but don't know if I really want to go. I read several reviews. While most declare it to be a masterpiece, one guy tears it apart in a very intelligent manner. I figure i'll wait for the dvd with the extra footage eventhough it's already 187 minutes.

I eat a bowl of Special K strawberry cereal while sitting in front of my computer browsing myspace and sg. I find some new interesting people on both sites. I notice that no one has commented on my latest blog post on myspace. I was really hoping for more, but it's all a popularity game. You have to comment and be active to get comments in return. I figure writing it was enough for now, but I'll have to work on it to get the number of comments that I found on Humble B. Wonderful's myspace blog. She's gorgeous and witty, so she's got a sexy leg or two up on me.

Aside from drawing and painting, I love writing. I leave a really long comment on Humble's blog. I added her as a friend. She has nearly 10000 friends so it's not like I expect to stand out, but it would be nice to get comments from her. She's really funny and an interesting writer.

I was going to give an honest account of my day, but I am getting tired. Perhaps tomorrow.

How was your weekend?