Spent a quiet new years at home playing with plastacene and drawing. I could have gone out, but when I left work, I really did leave Pam with any indication that I wanted to go drinking with her. I don't know. I think it's quite common to be attracted to our opposites. She is definitely an opposite to the extreme for me.
I am quite introverted. I express myself mostly through creative means. I dotalk to people. I can carry on a conversation with just about anyone, but I tend to be the quiet one in a room full of people. One on one, I am great to be around. But she's "wide open" as people seem to be fond of saying around here. She really doesn't seem to stop talking one on one or in a massive group situation. I wonder what she's like at a movie theatre.
Anyway, I've been hesitating with her lately, passing on a couple of opportunities to do things with her. I've never gotten the impression that she is one to wait around for someone to decide how they feel about her. I think she is moving on. Which is probably a good idea.
Some might think that I am fooling myself, but I think I really enjoyed being by myself for the past few nights.
I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR. I really hope this new year makes more sense than the last one.
Oh and my ex-girlfriend emailed me lastnight to say she had a miscarriage. that's sucks for her. I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I offered to listen should she need an ear.
I am quite introverted. I express myself mostly through creative means. I dotalk to people. I can carry on a conversation with just about anyone, but I tend to be the quiet one in a room full of people. One on one, I am great to be around. But she's "wide open" as people seem to be fond of saying around here. She really doesn't seem to stop talking one on one or in a massive group situation. I wonder what she's like at a movie theatre.
Anyway, I've been hesitating with her lately, passing on a couple of opportunities to do things with her. I've never gotten the impression that she is one to wait around for someone to decide how they feel about her. I think she is moving on. Which is probably a good idea.
Some might think that I am fooling myself, but I think I really enjoyed being by myself for the past few nights.
I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR. I really hope this new year makes more sense than the last one.
Oh and my ex-girlfriend emailed me lastnight to say she had a miscarriage. that's sucks for her. I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I offered to listen should she need an ear.
Introverted people are really kewl. See I am introverted in some ways. Like I prefer chilling at home watching movies and cooking wierd shit and playing games. But sometimes I like to just go out to clubs and shit.
Wierd.
I have anxiety so I dread situations were there is waaaayyy too many people.
LOL at I wonder how she would be in a movie theatre lol
I am really quiet once the movie actually starts .. before the movie I can be caught talking, chomping down on candy and nachos, and throwing shit at people.
But once the movie starts im a perfect angel. lol.
I used to have this friend that used to talk during the whole movie. Her boyfriend used to be like CAN YOU SHUT UP!!!..lol'
It was really funny.
Thats sad she had a miscarriage. Thats really nice of you to say you will listen to her if she needs it. I wish my ex boyfriends would do that!
I am feeling a lot better now I dont know if I actually got bit or was a just sick... I dunno.
But I started feeling perfectly fine on Sat.