So now I am on my way to being a complete fucking idiot. I've been hanging out with this girl from work. She's got a southern accent that's deep and scratchy. She knows 63.8% of the population in a 34.2 mile radius. She talks non-stop. She is sexy like it was what she was born to be. She's sweet. she is nice. She is a single mom. she is also maybe a month or so pregnant with the baby of a guy we both work with whom she had a three day fling. I am sure you can see where I am going with this. She's wickedly tempting, but vulgarly wrong for me. I suppose it shouldn't matter, if I like someone I like them, but geezus fucking christ, pregnant with someone else's kid? No. No. Hell no.
So why did I just call her and then agree to hang out with her tomorrow?
If she weren't pregnant, I'd probably just be in it for the fun of it. Rampant wild sex. She's not looking to get attached or anything, it's just awkward for me. I am too caring. I would like to pat her on the head and send her over to the father of her zygote to work things out.
Must stop thinking with dick!!! Think with heart and mind.
I am wondering if this isn't a bit of the backfire from my "dare to be happy" Sunday extraveganza. I seem to be pursuing something that might make me happy temporarily but then smack ass hard later.
I don't know if it's a malfunction in me or overreacting to having a womanizing father, but I tend to seek a meaningful relationship over short term sexual gratification. I know any of you with common sense is thinking, stay the fuck away from her. So I think I will.
The jewelry store is going alright. Didn't do too much in sales this week because I couldn't promote anything that I didn't already have in my hand today so I could ship it overnight. So I am finishing up the backorders and getting ready for an after christmas sale and adding new products to the inventory. Body jewelry is number on the list. followed by some diamond jewelry we just picked up, then filling in all the holes in our product line. My boss just unofficially made the pregnant girl my shipping assistant.
Trying to decide when to go back to Ohio for christmas. It's supposed to be Sunny and 60 degrees here in Laurinburg on the 25th and like frostbit ass freezing in Ohio with possible snow. To me, christmas just isn't christmas without the snow.....but I am really starting to loathe the cold weather. Oh fuck. I am going home.
So why did I just call her and then agree to hang out with her tomorrow?
If she weren't pregnant, I'd probably just be in it for the fun of it. Rampant wild sex. She's not looking to get attached or anything, it's just awkward for me. I am too caring. I would like to pat her on the head and send her over to the father of her zygote to work things out.
Must stop thinking with dick!!! Think with heart and mind.
I am wondering if this isn't a bit of the backfire from my "dare to be happy" Sunday extraveganza. I seem to be pursuing something that might make me happy temporarily but then smack ass hard later.
I don't know if it's a malfunction in me or overreacting to having a womanizing father, but I tend to seek a meaningful relationship over short term sexual gratification. I know any of you with common sense is thinking, stay the fuck away from her. So I think I will.
The jewelry store is going alright. Didn't do too much in sales this week because I couldn't promote anything that I didn't already have in my hand today so I could ship it overnight. So I am finishing up the backorders and getting ready for an after christmas sale and adding new products to the inventory. Body jewelry is number on the list. followed by some diamond jewelry we just picked up, then filling in all the holes in our product line. My boss just unofficially made the pregnant girl my shipping assistant.
Trying to decide when to go back to Ohio for christmas. It's supposed to be Sunny and 60 degrees here in Laurinburg on the 25th and like frostbit ass freezing in Ohio with possible snow. To me, christmas just isn't christmas without the snow.....but I am really starting to loathe the cold weather. Oh fuck. I am going home.
Like me... if I really liked someone and they were having someone elses kid i'd be okay with it but then again... id also be thinking what is this person really looking for?
So yeah I dunno..
Well your heart and whatever else you will be using to make your choices will help you choose the right thing to do. lol.
The belt wont really kill me I dont think that guy was just fucking nuts. He was really wierd. Seriously he scared me. lol.
Grandma visit went better than expected but we had an issue with gay marriage.
Nothing wrong with flings dude but this woman stinks of trouble. I think your brain is trying to cuff and gag your dick and tell you so. LOL- that's just my opinion.
I'm gald to hear your jewelry business is doing good.
Thanks for the compliments on the flash. I am so addicted to doing peoples customs! I love the gratification of knowing that I plucked their idea out of their head and rode the same wave to get it down on paper. Nothing is more flaterring than seeing my artwork permanently imprinted on somebody's body. I get chills just thinking about it!