zef

It's been about six weeks since my four year relationship with Jennifer ended. I think I was holding on, Well, today I asked and she confirmed that she is seeing someone. there is nothing left to hold on to.

no one here knows me, but I am funny, creative, carring, loving, and now completely alone. what I have to offer would overwhelm anyone.

my heart...it's barely beating. I think a coma would be nice right about now.

I am writing to no one. this is so exciting. It feels like a grave stone. someone might walk past and read it, then know what happened, but that's about it.