okay, moving the fuck on.....
I only just found out that NC State's Art and Design program portfolio deadline for acceptance into fall 2006's program is DECEMBER 1, 2005. I am really going to do my best to get in. I am going to submit whatever I've got. at least I'll know. They only accepted something like 135 people in the program. I think that's...
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I only just found out that NC State's Art and Design program portfolio deadline for acceptance into fall 2006's program is DECEMBER 1, 2005. I am really going to do my best to get in. I am going to submit whatever I've got. at least I'll know. They only accepted something like 135 people in the program. I think that's...
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okay, so now my ex is not only seeing someone she is engaged!!! It's beent five weeks since we broke up!!!! I expected her to be seeing someone, she said she wanted to see other people, but engaged? Holy hell!
Believe it or not I am incredibly happy for her. And I am glad that I can let go of lingering feelings for her. To...
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Believe it or not I am incredibly happy for her. And I am glad that I can let go of lingering feelings for her. To...
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raleighboy:
I initiated the breakup. The smart girl is spoken for. I had an amazing first night of freedom to make everything all better. I saw a great musician at the open mic night at the Berkley cafe, met an adorable 17 year old (yikes) who was after the musician dude, had habenero taquilla shots, went to the after party, got kicked out by the landlords because it was 3:00am, and came home to read my SG messages. I'm drunk and I didn't even spend a dime. The singer guitarist that Perla will love to hear, gave me his personal phone number. He's from Pittsburg, so It was the only way to reach him. I feel lucky. My friends for years will always be my friends for years. Raleigh is tight. Goodnight!
raleighboy:
She really has only hungout with the dude from work, outside of work, this one time. It's really been nothing more than a crush, but the fact that I haven't met him, he is 35, and that she drove him home at 2:30 in the morning, AND feels like she didn't need to tell me what was going on ahead of time, just made me feel like she was disrespecting our relationship and my trust. I know that was a lousy sentence, but who gives a crap.
She kept assuring me that nothing happened, but it was the way she was witholding information that really pissed me off. She felt like she had every right, so I guess there is just no compromise. She says she won't start seeing him, but if she does, thats her deal now. And I'm ok with that. She just can't see where I'm coming from.
She kept assuring me that nothing happened, but it was the way she was witholding information that really pissed me off. She felt like she had every right, so I guess there is just no compromise. She says she won't start seeing him, but if she does, thats her deal now. And I'm ok with that. She just can't see where I'm coming from.
end of all things ex-girlfriend
holding on
to memories and fantasies
make believe possibilities
refusing to let go
of the hurt and heartache
of making it feel like love
but today I learn things end, transform and mutate
that the knife that severs the worm
keeps on cutting, but the worm isn't sure it will heal
today I learned that love doesn't conquer all
it...
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holding on
to memories and fantasies
make believe possibilities
refusing to let go
of the hurt and heartache
of making it feel like love
but today I learn things end, transform and mutate
that the knife that severs the worm
keeps on cutting, but the worm isn't sure it will heal
today I learned that love doesn't conquer all
it...
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chai:
oh thats really bad 
but the best thing is to view to the front, to view fot a better future. such a person, so hard it sounds, its better to loose than to have...
or?
oh yes, they are more pictures, not many but some of them u can find here: http://www.justlikathat.com/pages2/tomphoto2pag.html
and thanks so much for the wishes about my new flat!!!
thanks! 
but the best thing is to view to the front, to view fot a better future. such a person, so hard it sounds, its better to loose than to have...
or?
oh yes, they are more pictures, not many but some of them u can find here: http://www.justlikathat.com/pages2/tomphoto2pag.html
and thanks so much for the wishes about my new flat!!!
thanks!
chai:
oh wowwww, thanks so much!! 
*wordsmissing*
i have some more picture sets on my website, but im doing no regullary updates any more ... for a year it was one of the importnats thing of my life, but today there is so much more from many things all a lil bit
and good to hear that u have the same opinion! really! i thought i never came over my ex, but i always had in my mind thats its a process i have to come trough, and one day its over and i will be happy to call him EX yes... i think like you im looking for a person who dont lie and has more character to tell the truth and to see love as a present ....
*wordsmissing*
i have some more picture sets on my website, but im doing no regullary updates any more ... for a year it was one of the importnats thing of my life, but today there is so much more from many things all a lil bit
and good to hear that u have the same opinion! really!
i thought i never came over my ex, but i always had in my mind thats its a process i have to come trough, and one day its over and i will be happy to call him EX yes... i think like you im looking for a person who dont lie and has more character to tell the truth and to see love as a present ....
It's been about six weeks since my four year relationship with Jennifer ended. I think I was holding on, Well, today I asked and she confirmed that she is seeing someone. there is nothing left to hold on to.
no one here knows me, but I am funny, creative, carring, loving, and now completely alone. what I have to offer would overwhelm anyone.
my heart...it's...
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no one here knows me, but I am funny, creative, carring, loving, and now completely alone. what I have to offer would overwhelm anyone.
my heart...it's...
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isolation
reaching out with electrostatis hands
I touch the plastic figures with smiling naked faces
skin adorned and pierced, hair colors rainbow
so pretty
so sweet
so naughty
so desolate
so ...
so everything I am not
so much
for self-discover and releasing the dream
If you imagine you want to know me
I can be found at terminal 13
beneath flickering ultraviolet waves
with...
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reaching out with electrostatis hands
I touch the plastic figures with smiling naked faces
skin adorned and pierced, hair colors rainbow
so pretty
so sweet
so naughty
so desolate
so ...
so everything I am not
so much
for self-discover and releasing the dream
If you imagine you want to know me
I can be found at terminal 13
beneath flickering ultraviolet waves
with...
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sky:
hey you!
thanks for the comment on my set
xxx
thanks for the comment on my set
xxx
When we talk about our human suffering, it brings out our compassionate tendencies. But when we talk about our opinions, about what I think and what you think about politics and religion, then we can get into wars. I remember seeing a film in London about ten years ago. It tried to portray Russian people as human beings by showing Russian women with babies and...
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I want to be a chinese astronaut so I can help draw attention away from the growing span between the weathly and the poor farmers in the country side and wide spread government corruption. At least they can get a rocket into space even if it's all about boosting national pride.
Actually, I believe we are going about space travel all wrong. It's all in...
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Actually, I believe we are going about space travel all wrong. It's all in...
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chai:
thanks for the comment!!!
just right words!!!
just right words!!!
chai:
i think its fro person to person different, i know really some people who smoked weed there hole life, but they know how OFTEN to use it, not every day... just sometimes for having fun... my problem is that i cant dose it...
what hurts the most.... so many things can hurt me, really... small things so that i often ask myself why im so sensible... the biggest thing that hurts most the last years was the end of the realtionship ... i was six years with my big love and i thought im with him for the hole life... peolple i dont know couldnt hurt me, but peolple who have a place in my heart they really can hurt me...
love is coming back, but in a strange way... but i try only to enjoy and dont think to much about it .... love is unpersuasively....
Ohh u love ur kittie so much! thats good! animals are such good creatures...
so hope you have a great weekend ?
Take care too!
what hurts the most.... so many things can hurt me, really... small things so that i often ask myself why im so sensible... the biggest thing that hurts most the last years was the end of the realtionship ... i was six years with my big love and i thought im with him for the hole life... peolple i dont know couldnt hurt me, but peolple who have a place in my heart they really can hurt me...
love is coming back, but in a strange way... but i try only to enjoy and dont think to much about it .... love is unpersuasively....
Ohh u love ur kittie so much!
thats good! animals are such good creatures...
so hope you have a great weekend ?
Take care too!
I am a little more than annoyed with all the self-censored sets on SG. If SG REALLY believes the images are artistic, then they need to fight for it, not run and hide because the conservative close-minded fucks can't not tell us what we can and can't see//hear/speak/do. I don't care that it makes them uncomfortable. No pain no growth.
Don't be afraid to look...
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oki:
well it's either they comply for now or all us SG's loose our jobs and face prison time. don't worry we have plans for fighting back in the near future. however simply not going along with the new rules is not rational, especially since it put's so many peoples livelihood on the line.
zef:
maybe I've missed it, but I've read nothng about any sort of tactics to oppose this, besides using that twits perverted boy grin in the blackout pictures.
I realize that the reaction of compliance is financial, but by giving in it legitimizes their bullshit.
I am sure SG is doing what it feels is responsible, but for me it just crap. i am not in their situation so I really don't know what I would do. Is it federal prison or normal get raped prison?
I realize that the reaction of compliance is financial, but by giving in it legitimizes their bullshit.
I am sure SG is doing what it feels is responsible, but for me it just crap. i am not in their situation so I really don't know what I would do. Is it federal prison or normal get raped prison?
Just gopt back from ohio. Had an unexpected interview for a job at the Cleveland Institute of Art for a Technical Assistant position. It's a full time job for 32 weeks a year. What the hell? How do they ever fill the position? Each department seems to have a TA, I don't get it. I am passing on that one. I was interested, considered attending...
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raleighboy:
Hi ZEF!
I've been to Laurinburg a few times for NC sport car club autocrosses. The old airport to be exact.
I like your tastes. Welcome to NC and SG.
I've been to Laurinburg a few times for NC sport car club autocrosses. The old airport to be exact.
I like your tastes. Welcome to NC and SG.
miesha:
thanks for the comment on my set luv.
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addlepatedwight:
Great work!
loe:
Thank you!
yesterday was toooo fucking depressing. I have push my last entry aside, so no one has to read it.
Today, I am doing everything I can to be creative. Fuck everything else. I'm still there for my Jennifer, but I have to find my will to live, too.
Today, I am doing everything I can to be creative. Fuck everything else. I'm still there for my Jennifer, but I have to find my will to live, too.
All these ideas of who we think we are..all shit. My past alter-ego psuedonym was SAVE. I am powerless to help anyone. I have only myself. I barely have the will to keep myself going.
So when my girlfriend calls to tell me that she is going to kill herself...I am 12 hours away from her...I completely don't know how to handle it. If I...
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So when my girlfriend calls to tell me that she is going to kill herself...I am 12 hours away from her...I completely don't know how to handle it. If I...
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Damn close deadline.
I like psychology for a couple of reasons. One because it's something that I understand very very well another reason is because I like to understand how people think. I really like cognitive psychology.
I was going to major in Bio but I cant passs the Chemistry classes.
They don't let you know when you set goes up but they give u a good idea I think a week or two before it goes up. No exact date though.
They said it can take months to a year for your set to go up.