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So it's only 9pm and I need to be at work in six hours...fuuuuuck. That's what I get for volunteering. You'd think I would have learned my lesson back in the day when I was a mechanic in the Navy. What does that stand for? "Never Again Volunteer Yourself..." Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.....

So the other day at work "Monk" comes up to me and says..."So...so...so...do you think that bats could be tunneling underground up into the walls of my house?" I'll admit that I stared at her for a moment while I TRIED very hard not to laugh...because yes I can just imagine evil vindictive bats skritching their way slowly underground with their teeny tiny claws so that they can burrow into her home and terrorize her...I should have said yes...my mom thinks I should write a book about this job and the crazies I work with because no one would believe me otherwise lol.

I DO try not to be mean but after being "the nicest person anyones ever met" for almost my entire life I'm just plain tired of putting up with peoples shit. There really is only so many times you can forgive someone for fucking you over because "Oh she won't do anything about it because she's a pushover..."...yeah that no longer flies with me lol. I offend people regularly at work by being so blunt...but it's SO liberating. Holy crap, I've been missing out on this my entire life! I love it...it's also improved my writing skills because I can just let loose. Maybe I'll post some of my original rants one of these days.

So I went and saw "In Flames" last night and it was totally bad ass. I was one of VERY few girls there and was prooooobably the only one there alone and dressed in something besides black. In fact I was wearing a baby blue tank top in a sea of seething black...eh I REALLY didn't care, I came from work. Who wants to fit in anyways? I WAS slightly mortified that I fell asleep on the ferry and when I woke up had drooled alllllll over the bench I was laying on. Add to the fact that I didn't wake up until everyone was getting off so there was tons of people standing around me...no I'm not retarded...just tired...maybe...

Anyways, bad ass concert. Was sliiiiightly trashed and stood on the edge of the moshpit as an excuse to punch people that slammed into me. Was a real adrenaline rush. I like going to concerts alone because then I can be a total ass and act ridiculous and nooooooo one can tease me about it later lol. I waited for someone at work to walk up to me all day and say "hey arn't you that chick that was hopping all over the place headbanging and kidney punching the moshers?"...Thankfully it was dark...

Okay okay i was bored and thought I'd kill some time here. MUST go to sleep so that I can be at work in a few hours. Have a good night, later.

ZeeZee