zeegrmn

i finally am feeling something which is prompting me to bitch and moan about my problems to complete strangers on the internet. i premptively appologise for this; i typicaly am a care free person, but this last week has been seriously fucking me up.

my ex is back from school in new york. apparently she decided this would be the ideal time to pull a complete mind fuck on me. i dont know what the hell is going on, and im starting to care less and less. maybe i should just give up on the whole thing.

have you ever feel like a complete idiot for caring so much for someone who seems to do nothing but hurt you consistently?

anyway, its my shit to deal with. sorry about the incoherent emo rant.