zechariah

Dammit, the pink all star chucks come up to one size smaller than I need. Isn't that always the way. Oh well maybe someday.

Things are kinda going back and forth lately.
It turns out my friend walked in on a big drug deal her boyfriend was involved in and he was the one who killed her. It was very gruesome so I'll spare the details, but it was really bad.

I need to meet some new people, but there aren't many places for a rockabilly/punk/emo/whatever other labels I carry, to meet anyone. The clubs that play any resemblance of rock are either full of limp bizkit frat boys or people who need a bath and a hair cut. To be more specific in this subject I dont need to meet more people, I need to meet more girls. I have kind of as fo late takin a vow of abstainance, but I realized that it wasnt as much for personal awareness as it was that Im tired of dealing with girls who neither they nor I see any kind of long term potential. My friends keep telling me I just need to get laid, but as anyone knows, anyone can get laid, its not hard , What i want is to find someone that I would like to have sex with (and vice versa) but dont have to base the relationship on just sex, I want us to be able to hold up a conversation about things other than sex.

Blah Blah blah, I talk too much.

Lotsa useless crap. I still want pink chucks, I still want to meet a cool dark haired chick, a new (or should I say old) car, I wanna be good looking (fantasies fantasies) , another cookie (yup Im still bored), I want more guitars, I want a pony (DAMN I'm bored)

I'll shut up now.