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zechariah

Canada

Member Since 2002

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Sunday Nov 10, 2002

Nov 9, 2002
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Lets talk about my friends shall we. The girls in high school made sure i was VERY aware that I was ugly, but I was not aware of the degree until now. Last week I was told that should I be talking to a girl, say at a club, and any other male friend of mine came into the room I would then surely be reduced back to my rightful place as cat shit, having no chance of ever being as attractive.

Second I was told that I was so desperate for affection that were I shone even the slightest interest that I would sell out all my morals and standards and date someone I absolutely hate.

Third and most unusual and unexpected, i was told that I was essentially a human albatross, carrying negative energy with me wherever I go. A friend of mine told me that she was worried about me because everytime I hang out at her house she has horrible nightmares of evil spiriits, and asked If people die around me alot.

So to sum up: I'm hiddeous, desperate, AND evil.

Don't you just love friends? And everyone always wonders why I say I'm running out of reasons to pull the gun out of my mouth without pulling the trigger every night.

To tell you the truth I can't think of a single reason right now
zechariah:
this member has no friends. ha ha.
Nov 9, 2002
thedarkocean:
I understand how you feel, my friend. Do not despair. Loving yourself is the most important thing in life, for we are with ourselves for eternity after we die. Don't let anyone dictate to you the good and bad in life. Our own perceptions are what makes us such unique individuals. I would try not to worry so much about being in love or trying to be accepted or loved-it will come. Just be the best person you can be, treat people well and you will be rewarded.

And although the picture is dark, you certainly don't look like The Elephant Man to me.

Never give up on love. When you find that special love, all that you have been holding back will be released in one giant rainbow explosion of passion. It's worth the wait!
Nov 9, 2002

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