So.... der is dis girl dat I still love but its not meant to be right now so its ok. we still love each other but its just not the right time.
Some of you may know, and some don't but the girl I have been talking about for a while that i loved and wanted a relationship with is kiscica. And she wanted a relationship with me. But things did not work out that way. She has developed feelings for someone else, and I am fine with that, its her life. I still am in love with her and I still love her, and she still loves me, but is not in love with me. Maybe someday, but I wont say that is a sure thing or not, because really no one knows.
I still love her (I do baby) and she will admit she still loves me, and the time I've had with her has been the best of my life. She is my best friend.
THAT IS ALL.
I love you stunner. I hope it works out for you and you will always be "the one" to me.
BUT, Im not ok. I want her to be happy, but I haven't slept since thursday, and I haven't gone more than an hour without crying. Im fucked up. Im sorry but thats just honesty. This hurts worse than when my dad died, and thats not something i throw around. But I can't make someone be in love with me, so its not her fault, its just something i have to let kill me I guess.
Zechariah
Some of you may know, and some don't but the girl I have been talking about for a while that i loved and wanted a relationship with is kiscica. And she wanted a relationship with me. But things did not work out that way. She has developed feelings for someone else, and I am fine with that, its her life. I still am in love with her and I still love her, and she still loves me, but is not in love with me. Maybe someday, but I wont say that is a sure thing or not, because really no one knows.
I still love her (I do baby) and she will admit she still loves me, and the time I've had with her has been the best of my life. She is my best friend.
THAT IS ALL.
I love you stunner. I hope it works out for you and you will always be "the one" to me.
BUT, Im not ok. I want her to be happy, but I haven't slept since thursday, and I haven't gone more than an hour without crying. Im fucked up. Im sorry but thats just honesty. This hurts worse than when my dad died, and thats not something i throw around. But I can't make someone be in love with me, so its not her fault, its just something i have to let kill me I guess.
Zechariah
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mistressmissy:
im very glad youre still here making posts. i doubt what i said to you the other night helped at all but you still know that all your friends love you. so next time we talk ill try to think happy thoughts...and things that will make you smile...though it may be a weak one. its gonna take you some time i know and youll always love her...but im usually around if you need someone to talk to dollface 
aanya:
Kisc is right. It will all work out. Life goes on and you will find someone new. She will always be there for you (I know this for a fact) and it will be good like that. Cheer up, it all happens for a reason. I am a strong believer in fate, everything happening for a reason. There is reason behind this...it will work out for you! Just be strong and dont let it get you too down. Know that you are a wonderful person!