Things I love(d) :
Singing.
Things I hate:
Waking up wuth a burning feeling in my throat.
Rushing to the Hospital at 3 A.M.
Hearing being sick has caused an infection on my vocal chords.
Hearing my vocal chords are now scarred.
Hearing I can't talk four 7-11 days.
Hearing I probably will never be able to sing again
hearing I may never even be able to speak at full volume again.
I can't even let myself cry, because it hurts too bad. And people wonder why I always feel like shooting myself. Because my life is one huge Fucking pile of shit after another, and I have never purposefully done anything to hurt anyone. And now the one thing I did have going for me (singing, being funny) is appearantly too good for me too.
FUCK THIS PLANET!
gives a whole new meaning to "I'll shut up now" doesn't it?
Singing.
Things I hate:
Waking up wuth a burning feeling in my throat.
Rushing to the Hospital at 3 A.M.
Hearing being sick has caused an infection on my vocal chords.
Hearing my vocal chords are now scarred.
Hearing I can't talk four 7-11 days.
Hearing I probably will never be able to sing again
hearing I may never even be able to speak at full volume again.
I can't even let myself cry, because it hurts too bad. And people wonder why I always feel like shooting myself. Because my life is one huge Fucking pile of shit after another, and I have never purposefully done anything to hurt anyone. And now the one thing I did have going for me (singing, being funny) is appearantly too good for me too.
FUCK THIS PLANET!
gives a whole new meaning to "I'll shut up now" doesn't it?
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**get well soon**
-k
you stood up for me, do you have any idea what that means to me? god, you're too sweet. too bad you hate oceanless states. and too bad i have a major fear of oceans. so many things in common & what seems to be so connected... yet so far apart & different. Life works in odd ways doesn't it?
I do wanna say I'm glad I met you on here Zechariah. If nothing else comes of my being involved with this site (& possibly becoming a SG) then at least I found a new friend in this amazing, talented, sexy, charming, beautiful person.... (that person being you. just so you dont try to joke & say "oh yeah, who?"
[Edited on Jun 17, 2003]