Things I love:
rain on my face.
the split second when you drive under a bridge and the rain stops.
When you pick up a guitar and start playing without knowing where you'll go, but you find all the right notes.
When you see someone you don't think knows you're alive, and they wave at you like you mean more to them than anyone.
When you change the radio station to find out the song you just missed is just starting here.
When you fall back into the dream you were just woken out of.
Finding some clothing article, or book, or something that brightens your whole day.
When you grab a pencil and start to draw and it never occurs to you to use an eraser.
Today has been a wierd day. Some parts have been good and then some parts are bad. Some stuff has occurred to me lately. Im Not exactly the catch I would seem to be. I am at the most barely average looking. I am out of shape. I am currently unemployeed and broke (that attractive huh) and I am to top it off incredibly shy. Now dont I seem like every girls dream. I need affection though, I understand thats not exactly healthy but its where I am at in my life. Im just messed up right now.
This has been a pretty bi-polar post but whatever.
Today I screamed, screamed until I could no longer recognized my own voice. Could not hear anything but the familiar broken beat of the halves of my heart. I stared at the sky waiting for it to fall, to turn red and cry. Today I met her lips with mine, tasted her breath, hinting of copper. Today I stood where many had before, I pounded my chest, let tears stain my cheeks. Today I remembered things I never learned, today I was remembered. Today I woke to the sound of my own voice, hoarse and struggling to make sense. Today I screamed, screamed until I could no longer recognize my own voice.
rain on my face.
the split second when you drive under a bridge and the rain stops.
When you pick up a guitar and start playing without knowing where you'll go, but you find all the right notes.
When you see someone you don't think knows you're alive, and they wave at you like you mean more to them than anyone.
When you change the radio station to find out the song you just missed is just starting here.
When you fall back into the dream you were just woken out of.
Finding some clothing article, or book, or something that brightens your whole day.
When you grab a pencil and start to draw and it never occurs to you to use an eraser.
Today has been a wierd day. Some parts have been good and then some parts are bad. Some stuff has occurred to me lately. Im Not exactly the catch I would seem to be. I am at the most barely average looking. I am out of shape. I am currently unemployeed and broke (that attractive huh) and I am to top it off incredibly shy. Now dont I seem like every girls dream. I need affection though, I understand thats not exactly healthy but its where I am at in my life. Im just messed up right now.
This has been a pretty bi-polar post but whatever.
Today I screamed, screamed until I could no longer recognized my own voice. Could not hear anything but the familiar broken beat of the halves of my heart. I stared at the sky waiting for it to fall, to turn red and cry. Today I met her lips with mine, tasted her breath, hinting of copper. Today I stood where many had before, I pounded my chest, let tears stain my cheeks. Today I remembered things I never learned, today I was remembered. Today I woke to the sound of my own voice, hoarse and struggling to make sense. Today I screamed, screamed until I could no longer recognize my own voice.
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Like the tattoo design. Did you draw it up yourself?
jasmine green tea early in the morning
right after it rains when the light is yellow and surreal
waking up bathed in sunlight
wrestling with friends
singing at the top of my lungs in the car
hugs that last minutes not seconds
when someone gives you a look or says something that makes your naughty parts tingle and sends shivers up your spine.