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So, i keep on having these crazy mood shifts. One moment Im totally happy, the next moment I'm annoyed, pissed off, easily aggrevated. I think Im lonely but keep on trying to hide it. I don;t know. And the worst part, I keep on takin it out in on my boy. He lives on the other side of the fucking pond and I treat him like shit. what kind of girlfriend am i? He will however be here in 4 days!!!!!! Woohoo!!!! Can't wait!!!!!! Ggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and my back is still crazy sore. My day has consisted of internet, ice cream, movies..........exciting eh? I never eat ice cream, this is why i know something's wrong with me.............my diet goes to shit when Im deressed. i also can't concentrate at all. I started watching the brave one and got bored so switched i off. I started watching american gangster,got bored turned it off....and I can't stop biting my nails, another sign of me being upset, down, whatever!!! whats up?

all the love from you guys has been fab tho, so thank you so so so so much. ya'll make me blush, but please keep it up so I can become pink!!!! heehee

Here are some pics from my weekend at the lake!!!! Enjoy!

that's the men working on our new dock and momma dearest checking on progress

me and a very wet and unhappy pooch after I took her for a swim in the lake...she was not impressed, such a city dog



Thanks again everyone!!!!!!