zeal

I'm still freakin' ill and it sucks!!! I am so so so so bored! My head hurts, my jaw hurts, I can't breathe and I got no appetite which means no energy! I just wanna cry, in fact I have, like 3 times already and I don't know why! I was meant to go see the Wildhearts tongiht and everything and I can't! And work won't let me come back tomorrow which means I'm fucked for cash as I will only be working one day this week. Thank satan momma bear is coming into town on Wed, she'll look after me I hope I just wanna go out and hang with my friends, I can't believe I'd ever say this but I actually want to go back to work! Tv is shit, I've writen emails to everyone on the planet pretty much, I've taken long baths, I've written hand written letters to people my dad and grandpa mainly as tehy both had surgery in the past week...my grandpa had heart surgery and my dad had eye surgery. Both a ok and back on the mend but thought I'd send them a get well. Also, becuase of my dad's surgery, he's not allowed to fly which means he won't be coming over to Scotland for my little sisters degree show!! I totally wanted to see him, miss him so much. Miss my mom too, but she'll be here in a few days!!!
So, rant over. Sorry.
bye bye xoxoxo