SOOOOOOOOOOOO confused!!!! I don't know what to do. I think I still love my ex boyfriend type thing but I'm worried it's becasue I am scared of being alone. He loves me so much adn I think I'm scared that no one will ever love me that much again. At the same time tho, I don't think about him all the time, I miss talking to him and stuff. Aaaaaaagggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On a better note, went to see Drowning Pool last night!!! Fucking awesome!!! Panic Cell and Ill Nino were supporting and my god, it was just fantastic. got very drunk but did get invited back to teh tour bus but me being a sissy, turned it down, may have something to do with the fact that I could barely talk!
So, I got a ride home from a friend and I don't know what happened next. Apparently Blair came round to see I was ok and saw my legs in the hallway and I was totally unresponsive so he had to break the door!! We have one of those security things that you lock when inside but no one can actaully get in from outside, the door only opens partially. I was violently sick all night and all day today. I have never been that bad before ever!!! I just wander what would have happened if Blair hadn't come round. However, all is good. Still feeling like crap and my throat is burnt to hell. Not good. Had to call in sick and I have called in sick for tomorrow. I'm actaully kind of worried that there is smoething wrong. On the upside becasue I havn't eaten anything since yesterday lunchtime and puked up anything inside me, I've lost 5lbs. I'm just looking for the silver lining people!!!! and my puke was bright pink because I was drinking snake bites all night.
So, on that note, gonna go catch grissom and the team in vegas then curl up in bed and stay there for hours and hours and hours!!!!!!!!
Later gators
On a better note, went to see Drowning Pool last night!!! Fucking awesome!!! Panic Cell and Ill Nino were supporting and my god, it was just fantastic. got very drunk but did get invited back to teh tour bus but me being a sissy, turned it down, may have something to do with the fact that I could barely talk!
So, I got a ride home from a friend and I don't know what happened next. Apparently Blair came round to see I was ok and saw my legs in the hallway and I was totally unresponsive so he had to break the door!! We have one of those security things that you lock when inside but no one can actaully get in from outside, the door only opens partially. I was violently sick all night and all day today. I have never been that bad before ever!!! I just wander what would have happened if Blair hadn't come round. However, all is good. Still feeling like crap and my throat is burnt to hell. Not good. Had to call in sick and I have called in sick for tomorrow. I'm actaully kind of worried that there is smoething wrong. On the upside becasue I havn't eaten anything since yesterday lunchtime and puked up anything inside me, I've lost 5lbs. I'm just looking for the silver lining people!!!! and my puke was bright pink because I was drinking snake bites all night.
So, on that note, gonna go catch grissom and the team in vegas then curl up in bed and stay there for hours and hours and hours!!!!!!!!
Later gators
Trust me, someone will love you that much. You're a very funny/charming/pretty/sweet girl so I don't think you'll have any problem in that department.
She is also very attractive as well which helps a lot!!!