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So, 5 mins to write a brief update. As you can see by my propfile page, I have finally added some pics. These are pics from the latest fetish night on the 24th Sept. What a fucking night!!! It was so much fun!!! My part in the stage shows was to be the head vampire and holy shit, I now know what I want to be when I grow up. A mther fucking vampire baby!!!! It was so much fun! I loved the fangs (mine were silver) and the red contacts. It was so much fun. the second stage show was the best as we just got covered in crap! We used koolaid for the blood we were drinking and red custard for the other blood and we all got abslolutly covered in stuff! We all had fake blood on us for days afterwards! Feel free to take a look at some of the other pics in the section 'fetish shit'. After the fetish night was over, there was the after party. This time with a twist, 4 drag queens!!! So much fun, can't wait to meet up with them again!
SInce the fetsih night, everything has aseemed anti-climactic. Not sure why but I'm jsut finding it hard to go about everyday life. I sometimes feel that if I have to ask another person if they want butter or mayo on their sandwhich, I may permanently lose my sanity and they will lose their life! Know what I mean! I can't wait til haloween tho as I have asked for a week off just to relax and have fun!
Monday night was a great night. The new series of americas next top model started so I sat on the floor surrounded by cheeses, meats, crackers, carrots, celery, grapes and apples and most importantly a bottle of champage and sat and had a picni in my living room constantly texting my other friends who love the show also! Was a fab night!
Then last night I went to an all you can eat tapas. Was great fun as it was jsut the girls but something just didn't feel right. Not sure what was missing, but I just felt like I didn't belong. Who knows! Does anyone else ever ge the same thing? It just sucks!!!!
Oh well, gonna go make some dinner and just take it easy tongiht!
Take it easy kids!!!