Does anyone have those days that just make you wanna cry?
So, on Monday night, all my friends let me down. I wanted to go to a gig of a friend that I alsways say I'll go to and never actually go, so I wanted to be a good friend and actually go. SO I called friends and the like and they all said they'd come down. I got there and no one was there. SO I sat at the bar by myself. And instead of being pissed off, I actually felt strong. I was there by myself having a great time. I was enjoying the music and one of my favorite tipples, good ol' faithful jack and diet! Stood at the bar chillin' out and a friend walks by nad says 'who are you here with?' I say 'no one' and he just gives that apologetic tilt of the head, a sad type of smile and says 'you came by yourself, that's so sad'. But again, instead of being pissed off, I was like, yeh, I'm in the pub and I'm having a great time. I didn't have to shout a conversation to my friends, I wasn't tied down with a schedule of any kind, I could do wahtever I wanted! It was amazing! Then i headed to my local and ended up meeting a whole group of guys that I've never really hing out with adn they invited me to sit with them and I had so much fun. waht a great groupof people. Man, it was honestly one of the best nights ever.
Then yesterday I met a friend for lunch, then just hung aorund town and had a great day. We a had an Oebience School meeting in the evening, then I came home, slighly tipsy and had a fight with my boyfriend. Typical huh? Maybe it's because we always decide things when I'm hammered and I don't remember the next day. Not too good huh? Then we made up *nudge nudge, wink wink* adn ever since then I've just wanted ot cry. I honestly have no idea why.
So today, I called in sick from work and I'm just having one of those days that anything makes me cry. I don't want to be around people or anything and I don't know why. I even cried at the tv show ED. How sad is that? Does anyone know what i mean?
SO I just thought I'd watch tv and take full advantage of the SG site. So there we have it. Does anyone have those days?
Thanks for listening!!!!
xoxoxoxoxo
So, on Monday night, all my friends let me down. I wanted to go to a gig of a friend that I alsways say I'll go to and never actually go, so I wanted to be a good friend and actually go. SO I called friends and the like and they all said they'd come down. I got there and no one was there. SO I sat at the bar by myself. And instead of being pissed off, I actually felt strong. I was there by myself having a great time. I was enjoying the music and one of my favorite tipples, good ol' faithful jack and diet! Stood at the bar chillin' out and a friend walks by nad says 'who are you here with?' I say 'no one' and he just gives that apologetic tilt of the head, a sad type of smile and says 'you came by yourself, that's so sad'. But again, instead of being pissed off, I was like, yeh, I'm in the pub and I'm having a great time. I didn't have to shout a conversation to my friends, I wasn't tied down with a schedule of any kind, I could do wahtever I wanted! It was amazing! Then i headed to my local and ended up meeting a whole group of guys that I've never really hing out with adn they invited me to sit with them and I had so much fun. waht a great groupof people. Man, it was honestly one of the best nights ever.
Then yesterday I met a friend for lunch, then just hung aorund town and had a great day. We a had an Oebience School meeting in the evening, then I came home, slighly tipsy and had a fight with my boyfriend. Typical huh? Maybe it's because we always decide things when I'm hammered and I don't remember the next day. Not too good huh? Then we made up *nudge nudge, wink wink* adn ever since then I've just wanted ot cry. I honestly have no idea why.
So today, I called in sick from work and I'm just having one of those days that anything makes me cry. I don't want to be around people or anything and I don't know why. I even cried at the tv show ED. How sad is that? Does anyone know what i mean?
SO I just thought I'd watch tv and take full advantage of the SG site. So there we have it. Does anyone have those days?
Thanks for listening!!!!
xoxoxoxoxo
cyberedz:
Those of us who have been afflicted by the bite of the Black Dog know all too well - keep your chin up, kiddo, don't let that mangy old mutt sink his teeth into you too...